P.S : Who loves you the most ?!

Highschool time

     
" You grow up so fast in high school . It's not something you wait for, it's just kinda happens . One day you'll look back and be proud of who you've become, while at the same time , miss who you were . "

  
     First days of high school started .. and I wanted to be more positive about our future .
You started to call more , texting me every morning and night , sending me pictures which made me feel safer. You still love me and will visit me soon .
     But my dreams started to go wildly and in a completely wrong direction. Why I had to dream of kissing my best friend?

     -Honey ! Breakfast is ready!
     - I'm coming now mum !
     While dressing up as quickly as I could , my phone was buzzing with my morning message popping up
    " Good morning my baby. I hope you slept good and dreamt about us . Because I did .. I miss you every day more and more . Kisses .
Yours forever , George . "
      A little devilish laugh appeared on my face ... yes I had a wonderful sleep but you just been replaced by someone else.
     He should better come earlier than he told me , because my dreams started to go crazy lately and I was really missing his wild kisses.
    - Are you nervous about your first day ? You seem very quite this morning .
    - A bit mum ! And I'll be late if I'm not going now.

   Kissing my mum on her forehead, I closed the apartment door quickly and run towards my school.
    - Hei stranger from whom are you running away ?
    When I turn around I see Sergiu walking quick towards me ... I think he must have been running as well ... but oh la la what a beautiful tan he has .. my brain started to think without my permission lately, especially about him .
    - Good morning , I said and I'm jumping in his arms .
    - I missed you !! He said keeping me in a longer hug.. The first day is all about the introduction of our classmates, teachers .. not so important, so let's be a bit late . He gave me a big smile of a bad boy.
     - Alright! So tell me all about your summer holiday?! I asked him starting to walk slower.
     He went in Croatia with his parents after Italy and for my big surprise.. he spent some time with Elle who apparently was there as well with her family.. I didn't want to ask more details so when we arrived in the yard I said a quick goodbye and went straight to my class apologising for being late in my first day ... what a good friend I have , putting me always in difficult situations.

       And my guts were telling me will not just be the last one .
       First day of high school finished and I couldn't wait to get home to have a video call with my boyfriend.
       -How was your first day? Did you missed your friends ? My cousin was calling me ... after all , we were bff , couldn't survive one without each other more than one day .
      -Yes I'm happy I'm in same class with Madalina and Lavinia (my friends from childhood) , but I have a big surprise for you .
      -What's that ?! Tell me you know how curious I am . You are in the same class with Sergiu?
      -No. I will tell you tonight when you come over. Bye now !! I need to speak with my love . And I hang up on her .

    Haha I like being mysterious sometimes. This was what I liked about me and George, we were so far from each other.. and no one could predict how this will go on . I was just enjoying the present, how my mom thought me :

   " If you're living in the past you feel depressed. If you are anxious , you are living in the future. So live in the present and you will be at peace!! "

  
      - Hello my gorgeous girlfriend.
      - So Good to see you ! I said opening quick my camera on my laptop.
      And we started to talk for hours .. I mentioned to him I felt a bit sad because I couldn't visit him in the summer. We didn't had enough money like Sergiu's parents had and unfortunately George was in the same situation... he started to earn good in there but he had to help a lot his family.
       - Who is this friend of yours ? You keep mentioning him a lot in our conversations?! He asked , being a bit grumpy.
       - I told you about him , he is my best friend ! ( Honestly I'm not sure if I did ) .
        - Alright my love, I would like to meet him when I'm coming... and no I will not tell you the exact date ! Will be a surprise.
         -I can't wait to see you !! I started to dance in the room make him laugh again and again.

   For me was very important to make him happy, I knew it's not easy for him to be there alone , especially after his mum past away .
   After I finished speaking with him , Viki came  to have a dinner with us . Mum arrived from work and we prepared the table for us .
    My father was working far from the city and he was staying in a house received from his work place . He used to visit us just on weekends, but my parents relationship was a strange one and I never asked any question ... probably because I was afraid of the answers.

       -So tell me about the surprise you were mentioning trough the phone !
My mum and Viki made those big eyes of excitement, waiting for the gossip.
- Alright, Alright ... I will be in the same class with Elle ... and I do have that feeling that she hates me after that party night situation. When she's been refused by Sergiu because of me .
- I can't believe it ! But she supposed to go to a better school... not that this one is not good my mum said ... but her parents always pushed her for perfection.
- I know I thought the same . And another thing , Sergiu's class is near ours .
- Well he did change a lot , I saw him with Elle in the park on my way to you . Viki said looking at me with some questions having in her eyes.
Yes , I was thinking the same . Are they together ?! How comes he never mentioned... maybe because he didn't have the time .
I will ask him tomorrow I said to Viki , going with her half way till her home .
- Ok , just text me as well about it .
On my way back home I was thinking about everything ... and about the possibility of him having a girlfriend.
Would I be happy for them ? He was for me .. and he was there when I was suffering.. so I will prove him what a good best friend is and I will wait till he is ready to confess everything.