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"𝐤𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝

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"𝐤𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝."

᠃ ⚘᠂ ⚘ ˚ ⚘ ᠂ ⚘ ᠃

"now get the fuck out."

I felt my hands shaking, I was seething with disappointment and oozing with guilt. not only did I let someone who had it out for me do things I could barely speak of, but I went against my friend and there was no way I could come clean about it.

"so that's it? we fuck and you throw me out? we haven't even started the project."

he tapped his feet on the hard tile swinging his head until a loud pop echoed, "that's how hookups go am I right, or am I mistaken? in all honesty I think I got enough to know how I see you. you can get out of my house now." he motioned his hands outside of the door waiting for me to exit.

"I can't stand you." I nearly sprinted outside of the large house listening to his snide comment as I walked away, "don't worry you can try sitting somewhere next time."

᠃ ⚘᠂ ⚘ ˚ ⚘ ᠂ ⚘ ᠃

I found myself running as fast as I could out of the neighborhood the last thing I needed was anyone from school seeing me in a disgruntled state taking my walk of shame, and shame was exactly what I felt. my chest burned to beg for relief but despite the pain, I was in it wasn't half as bad as the overwhelming wave of disgust I felt with myself.

was I really so out of touch and desperate for physical release and touch that I let someone like eren lay a single finger on me?

what would Reiner think?

would Sasha even be able to look me in the eye? would historia beat the shit out of me for messing with someone she wanted?

I heard a voice come from behind me and a hand snake around my waist, "y/n what are you doing here?" it was Connie.

I had run for so long I had made my way to the dormitories within a span of just 20 minutes, "I just uh needed a walk, our apartment complex doesn't have lovely sights as Sina does."

lovely sights? are you stupid? 

Connie released me and giggled suspiciously, "well hey sash told me about everything," of course she did. "you know her intentions are well, she doesn't mean at all to make you feel like you don't matter."

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