"𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑎 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝘩𝑒 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑖'𝑣𝑒 𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡 𝘩𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡. 𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑘𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡, 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑢𝑡, 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑡𝘩 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑡𝘩."
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y/n's pov
the last time I saw eren he was off to a facility for a matter of a couple of weeks and while he was getting better I was only getting worse, I didn't know that night would have taken such a toll on me because these days I dreaded the night time. sleeping alone and being suffocated by the same event playing over and over, seeing eren's body lifeless and cold on that floor.
since that night I hadn't dared to go anywhere close to the frat house and the mention of the house or what happened to eren would send me straight into a downward spiral, I was supposed to be taking this time alone to get better right? so why was I only getting worse by the day?
"jean has been asking about you, at least just call him to let the boy hear your voice or something y/n," Sasha begged sitting down on my aunt's evergreen-colored couch.
"I can't." I sighed digging my head into the blanket that covered my body.
"you can. I didn't want to say anything but maybe what you need right now is to talk to someone or get help?"
"help for what I'm perfectly fine." I peeked my head back out staring Sasha down.
"y/n you've called me over here almost 6 times this entire week to stay with you and sleep in the bed with you, you cry in your sleep and wake up shaking. you don't have to pretend like finding eren like that didn't do something to your mental state."
"Sasha please."
she got up snatching the blanket off of me, "you're gonna get up and we're gonna go see if Mikasa can convince her dad to make an appointment with you. I don't wanna keep seeing you like this and I don't know how much longer I can bear to hear your loud ass snores." she pulled me off the couch throwing my shoes at me and motioning me out of the house.
I did need help but.
well, there was no but, I needed help.
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