On a good day, youll eat and not hate yourself. Youre able to actually laugh and admire your body. Just like the problems I had yesterday, but today, it was different. The girl that hurt me yesterday, isnt here today. But I had to talk to the school counselor, and assistant principal, to talk about whats going on lately.. Theyre gonna make me a schedule with certain times to eat dinner, certain times to lay down, and certain times to put my phone up. But starting this morning, they want me to eat something small at least 4 times a day. And well, today was the first day, and I started with a pack of oreos that includes 6 cookies. Im probably going to hate myself afterwards, but when do I not hate myself..?
Well, I just got out of lunch and Im feeling not so good.. I feel really sick, and I just want to go home honestly... I literally hate myself, I hate how I am. I hate the fact that I cant be as happy as I was when I was younger. I miss that I cant just say, ¨Hey, lets make today a good freaking day!¨ No, I have tried that before, and it turned right around on me..
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I Hate My Body
Storie breviThis is going to be hard for me to write, but I need to get this stuff off of my chest.
