4 years later....
We never asked to be here but we still have to deal with life and what comes with it. You ever felt a pain so numb that it didnt even hurt no more? And im not talking a physical pain, im talking more of a mentally breakdown. When my sister DeeDee grabbed that pistol out of my hand and shot herself, its like my life my life flash before my eyes. Its like I saw myself holding hands with my mother who obviously gave me away because she was too deep off in them streets. So much bitterness and hidden hatred I had in my heart for my uncle/ husband/babies father. I was truly manipulated and brainwashed as a young teen, to the point that I actually thought what we was doing was the right thing. Damn, all them years gone but I refuse to blame my children for my actions. I mean they may not be by the man I wanted but their mines and I got them for life....FOR LIFE... and my sisters.
I sent me and DeeDee kids to school that morning and walked in her room. Ain go lie yall its kind of hard raising four kids and a sister who survived after shooting herself in the head. Yea DeeDee survived but the price that came with that bullet, Damn..made her almost like a raisin in a wheel chair. She was practically almost brain dead and couldn't even feed herself. I had to basically take care of her like a baby. She was helpless and paralyzed, but the love I felt like I owed her was beyond our past. I just couldnt leave my baby sister who were manipulated and fooled by the same man and her kids who saw and witnessed the whole thing. Within these four years I went on and finish school; Im offically an Registered Nurse, whoot whoot lol. My oldest is now in highschool and DeeDee kids love their aunt to death. As for Joseline, we still love each other and she come by while im at work and watch her best friend. Its kind of crazy , Obama just pass the gay marriage law. And hopefully next year I'll be marrying the woman of my dreams..I REFUSE to go back to men. My kids and DeeDee kids still to this day sometimes get confused of the whole process ...but right now is still not the time because they wouldnt understand. And I always tell them when I feel like in being ambushed with questions, "Lets just love each other and be happy yall" And they feel it and go back to doing what they do.
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