I never should of did that low down shit, killing my own child for a nigga; My uncle at that. Im nineteen but I don seen shit the average person worst nightmare cant compare to. I know ima have to deal with God one day and to be honest, im practically fine with that. They say hes a forgiving God but how can God forgive me doing that to my own flesh and blood? MY BABY! Please tell me how? Thats why If I die, I wouldn't even be mad if I wake up in hell. Every since my mother died from cancer my life been downhill. No family, no grandma, no grandad, no siblings, NO NoBODY! But one person did have the camouflage heart to take me in and take care of me, Hmmp... but look at the price that came with that, a manipulated mind and kids by my own damn uncle. All these thoughts poured down my head as I starred down the barrell of the gun of my suppose to be sister.... Damn!
What the fuck was I thinking holding this gun to this girl head. Not even just a girl yall but my damn sister, lil sister at that. To be honest yall, I knew she was my sister the whole time. I knew my momma gave me up and knew who she was when I turned 16, lost out there in them streets, sleeping with men and women. I just hate I had to find out by her own damn brother, small world I know. Nigga took me off them streets, fooling me like it was for my own protection, showing me baby pictures and old pics of my momma when she was my age, twins; What kind of sick bastard would do his own people like that though. Two kids later I found myself stripping and meeting my real lover Joseline, who I obviously hurt the other night. I could see her out the corner of my eye alone with Tonys kids on the other side of me. I heard crying on my left, Joseline pleading on my right, and police sirens getting closer and closer. I looked back at my sister as she just starrred Tonys body down overwhelmed crying and shit; I couldnt do nothing but pray for us all at that moment. I looked to sky to pray for her and as soon as I began, she grabbed my gun fast....
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One Woman One Million Problems
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