We've all want or wanted to run away from something in our life. We've all had some sort of depression we've had to deal with. But how does one take care of it?
Jimin's Pov
The wind whispers in my ear and sends chills down my spine. The cold December air brought cold winds and gentle snowfall. I wish I could be free like the wind. On cold days like this I always wonder, is my life is really worth living? Its just a constant cycle of abuse. Would anyone actually enjoy being abused? I know I don't.
I let out a stressed sigh and watched as my breath disappears into nothing. I can't help but be jealous of my own breath. It can disappear so easily and yet I can't.
As I make my way down the snow filled sidewalk, I can't help but listen to the sound my steps make in the snow.
Crunch crunch crunch
Its so satisfying and yet I don't know why.
Adjusting my scarf around my neck I neared my favorite cafe.
Lovers coffee
I step inside and inhale the smell of fresh coffee. It smells better then my own house. I would say home but home is a place where one can feel safe and secure. I feel scared, lost, and helpless.
I walked up to the counter and ordered a small coffee with cream and extra sugar.
I leaned against the counter and looked out the window as I waited. Snow is so pretty until something ruins it.
Imagine snow as like one of us. Its pure when we are born but as time goes on we start to become dirty. Then once we hit the ground we get stopped on. We are crushed by others. Sad isn't it?
I pay for my coffee and start my descend to school.
People tend to stare at me but never approach. No one actually wants to help a victim. It's all just a facade from them;telling others how they will always help someone in need but never helping. Classmates always stare. The teachers always talk. Quiet whispers, quick glances.
I keep my eyes focused on the ground, not wanting to see the strangers looks, not wanting to see what my classmates think. I don't want to know what they think.
Can I disappear just like my own breath?
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Runaways (yoonminseok)
Fanfiction"Hyungs lets all runaway." Warning! this story does contain: Depression Anxiety Abuse Slight rape Smut (not a lot) Self harm Mental break downs Death of characters Really confusing scenes If you are uncomfortable with any of this please do not r...
