Runaways (yoonminseok)

F I V E

Third person pov
You know you're done with life when you start to think. It doesn't even have to be about anything specific. It just has to be when you're so deep into thought that you don't know what is happening.
You're just thinking.
You are thinking about all the wrongs in life. You're thinking about why you're ssd.
You're thinking.
That's all it is. It's nothing special. All you know is that you're thinking. You're thoughts will start to get all jumbled up; then they will stop.
You don't know why all you know is that they have stopped. You feel like crying, but you can't. If you do the tears never stop. You don't know why you're crying you just are.
Then you start to think again. You're thoughts get worse. The tears come harder.
You hate it and how did it all start? You simply started to think.
It didn't have to be anything big but, that one thought created a whole mess.

"Guys lets run away."

That one sentence turned into a thought for all of them. Their minds spun with these thoughts. It all happened so fast. They felt dizzy. The wanted to stop thinking but they couldn't.

This one sentence caused them all to stop walking and to think. Once that one tear fell from Yoongi's eye the rest started.

"We can't."

They all knew exactly why. They all had something they didn't want to leave behind. It's hard to let go of something. You get emotionally attached to it and you can't let go.
It's painful.

"Yeah you're right. Sorry."

No matter how much you think about something, most of the time, nothing will ever happen and you're still stuck in one spot.

Yoongi's pov

We all want to runaway from something but, it's never easy. It'll be scary. What if one of us gets hurt in the process. I wouldn't forgive myself if Hoseok or Jimin got hurt. I love them.

Love is such a strong word; yet it is the right word, it is the only word.
They are my world. I want to be their world. I want to be theirs. Once I can call them mine, then running away will be easier. I'll have what is holding me back. I'll have them.

Jimin's pov

I can't help but to scold myself mentally. Of course they don't want to run away with you. You're fat and ugly. At least that's what the voices say. I know I'm not fat for I have seen my own body, but once you hear someone say it you can't help to believe it. It's a sad world we live in.

Hoseok's pov

I want to runaway with them but what about my family? They need me. We are poor already they don't need the loss of their son on their shoulders also. At the same time I feel like they would understand. They don't want to continue living the way we live and neither do I. Would they really blame me?

Third person

They all knew what they wanted but is it what they needed?
There's is a difference between wants and needs.
A want is something that isn't necessary for survival.
A need is a necessary for survival.
But thinking about it,
Would they really still be alive if it wasn't for each other?
Do they want each other or need each other?
The answer is simple.

I need you to survive. When I have you then we all can run away.

A/N
I'm not satisfied with my wording for this chapter. I might delete this chapter and re-write it.