Anonymous

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Hey everyone,

I'm back, yet not with an update.

Actually, I am having both emotional and physical problems at the moment.

You may have heard that a very close friend of mine committed suicide in October last year. It was the six months death anniversary not long ago and friends of mine will confirm that after JBJ disbanded on Tuesday and I was informed that one of my favorite horses had died on the same day, it all broke down.

I stayed home from school the past two days and only returned because of a test (Spanish) that I wrote today.

Otherwise, I have really bad cold, so I'm not sleeping, which is giving me even more time to think and I must say that I used to think my depression has gotten better, but now I think it's more on the contrary.

Anyways, I'm fighting it with all my heart and I'm just re-watching old survival shows.

My recommendations are (without having watched some of them ^^'):

PRODUCE 101 SEASON 1 (if you can handle 101 sleep deprived teenage girls under a lot of pressure (meaning they cry A LOT)  who can get quite bitchy sometimes (I love them too, but come on, you can't deny that they could get really bitchy))

PRODUCE 101 SEASON 2 (haven't watched that yet, but I'm planning on)

SIXTEEN (I watched the first episode, and I like TWICE)

IDOL PRODUCER (if you can handle boys behaving like idiots, (you) crying a lot and everybody loving each other)

Otherwise I would like to recommend a girl group (there is a girl from PD101 S1 - CUBE's Soyeon) that my sister said is the girl form of STRAY KIDS: (G)I-DLE.

I love the members, they are adorable, they have a great relationship and I'm getting their first album.

Please check them out, they are really good.

Also, shout out to RikaAikawa and mariipom who helped me a lot during the past few days. Rika was also a very good friend of the person who has passed away.

Thank you for reading, I'll post a new chapter soon~

Teddy out~