Life Plan

The morning after

I woke up with the biggest headache. All the girls were in my bed passed out. I was about to close my eyes and go back to sleep but Alysiah woke up.

Me: "What the fuck happened last night?"

Alysiah: "Well we got drunk."

Me: "EVERYONE?"

Alysiah: "More embarrassing. Just me and you. You got wasted way worse than I did."

Me: "Oh lord. Don't tell me I did anything stupid. Or we I should say."

Alysiah: "The only stupid thing I did was twerk on you and drink too much. You on the other hand... oof."

Me: "What did I do?"

Alysiah: "You were twerking on Kaylie, grinding on me, and you may or may not have told Grayson that you love him." She was nervous to tell me that, since I didn't even remember my own actions.

Me: "No way! Are you serious?! I just ruined everything! I need to call him!"

Kaylie: "Huh?"

Me: "What did I do last night Kaylie?"

Kaylie: "You were way too crazy Gizelle." She groaned.

JJ: "Ugh guys I'm trynna sleep."

Me: "Shut your bitch ass up." I messed with her and laughed. "What did I do last night?"

JJ: "Didn't they tell you yet? You said you loved Grayson."

Alysiah: "I just told you what you did. Why are you asking everybody?"

Me: "Cause we were both fucked up. You could've been thinking all this." I laughed. "What the fuck do I do?! I could've ruined everything!"

JJ: "Hey," she comforted as she put her hands on my shoulders. "Talk to him. Tell him you were fucked up and didn't even know you said it."

Me: "But what if he feels the same way? And I'm telling him I basically didn't even mean to say it. Or that I didn't mean it?"

Kaylie: "Do you actually love him?"
I had to think about what I might be giving up, or what good might come out of my emotions at this point. But I knew how I felt.

Me: "Yes." It was hard to admit that to myself. Especially after how many times I've been hurt.

JJ: "Omg." She said in shocked outing her hand over her mouth.

Kaylie: "Do you actually?"

Me: "Yeah." I was starting to feel all bubbly inside realizing how I felt. "I do. I love him. But I can't tell him yet. How do I clear up what happened last night?"

JJ: "Say... exactly what happened. You were drunk and you just said it."

Kaylie: "But he's gonna think she meant it, and that's what she's afraid of."

Me: "Exactly."

Kaylie: "Say, 'Look, last night, I was wasted and what I said, was just something that came out. I was t thinking.'

Me: "You don't think he'll leave me?"

Alysiah: "If he is happy with you, he won't leave you."

JJ: "Who knows? What if he loves you too?"

Me: "You really think so?"

JJ: "Yes."

Me: "But I still think I should wait."

Alysiah: "Yeah. Don't say it yet."

Kaylie: "And do it in person, not over text."

Me: "You're right. Should I text him?"

JJ: "It's only 7 in the morning."

Me: "Why are we up?!"

Alysiah: "Especially me and you. Last night was not pretty."

Me: "I can tell. I don't remember anything."

Kaylie: "I remember everything. And I have videos."

Me: "Show me!"

JJ: "I have videos too!"

Me: "Show me after this."
It was like normal again. I wasn't focused on what I had said the night before. The videos were of me dancing with alysiah and JJ. And then when JJ showed me the videos on her phone, they were of when I was starting to get drunk and I was dancing with Kaylie. It looked fun. I wish I could actually remember it on my own.
*Ding*
My phone went off. I got a message from Grayson.

Me: "It's from Gray!"

Grayson: Hey. I need to talk to u 2day.

Me: Me 2 can we meet up?

Grayson: Hollywood sign?

Me: Yea that sounds good. Wat time??

Grayson: 2 hours?

Me: Okay, see u soon baby...

Grayson: See u soon beautiful

Me: "He seems okay."

JJ: "What did he say?"

Me: "He wants to meet up at the Hollywood sign."

JJ: "Awe! That's where you guys had your first date!"

Kaylie: "Really?! That's so cute!"

Alysiah: "What do you think he wants to talk about?"

Me: "I don't know but all I know is I need to get over this hangover and get ready in 2 hours."
When I said that Kaylie got up and left the apartment.

JJ: "What the hell?"

Me: "I don't know."
I got up and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, clean my face, and put my hair up. When I was tying my hair up Kaylie came back and she had a cup of tea from Starbucks.

Me: "Thank you baby!" She put the cup down on the bathroom counter and kissed my cheek.

Kaylie: "No problem." She said as she was leaving the bathroom.
I drank all the tea and I realized that it was 8:30 AM.

Me: "You guys! I have to head out to meet Grayson! I'll be back soon!"

JJ: "Good luck bestie!"

Kaylie: "You got this Okay?"

Alysiah: "Don't freak out teddybear you'll be okay."  They all gathered their arms around me and reassured me.

Me: "Thanks guys." I felt my voice breaking but I sucked it up and left. I called an Uber and gave them directions but paid him and got out right before the hill to the sign. When I reached the top of the hill Grayson was already there. Sitting on the grass looking into LA.

Me: "Hey." I said nervously walking towards him.

Grayson: "Hey gorgeous." He said back taking my hand.
I sat down next to him and put my head on his shoulder.

Me: "I need to talk to you."

Grayson: "Me too."

Me: "Can I go first?"

Grayson: "Of course."

Me: "Okay so, last night at the party. I was drunk, and I didn't even know what I was talking about. Hell, I didn't even know what I said til this morning and Alysiah told me. I'm sorry."

Grayson: "Oh."

Me: "Yeah. Are we okay? I thought you were gonna leave me."

Grayson: "I wouldn't leave you for anything."

Me: "Thank you." I kissed his lips. "What did you want to say?"

Grayson: "Nothing."

What do you think he was going to say?!
The next chapter is a few months in advance and Kaylie and Alysiah are gone. Kaylie is going to be re-entering the story in the next chapter though. My mom also comes in. JJ turns 19 and I turn 19. But there's a huge surprise.
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