My Secret Crush || Jungkook 18+

Chapter 24

Y/N's Prov

"I......had......a"

I couldn't even speak. The words wouldn't come out. My body was going through shock. But I had only one person in mind.

"Yes y/n, you had a miscarriage. There is nothing to worry about it's common in teenagers like yourself" My doctor continued to speak but I wasn't listening.

"Please what ever you do don't tell my parents...please" I begged. I couldn't  let my parents know I was pregnant and at this age. I would be disowned by my mother but would definitely be murdered by my father.

"Y/n I understand your young and wanted to have some fun but this is what happens when you don't use protection."she came and sat down next to me on the bed, placing her hands over mine "what was to happen if you didn't have a miscarriage? You would be having this baby. How are you going to explain that to them?"

My doctor was right, I wouldn't have been able to hide my pregnancy then. "Please don't tell them because I will. Just make something up, like I had a heavy flow for my time of the month" I smiled hoping she would catch on and let me do the talking.

She giggled which indicated to me, she got my joke. "Alright I will give you a few minutes before I send your parents in"
She got up but I had one more question for her. "Umm wait"

She turned back around to listen to my question "how old was my baby?"

She looked back down at the clip board in her hand and said "The fetus was 4 weeks old."

My doctor left the room and I was left alone. Without realising my vision become blurry as tears started to form in my eyes.

Oh my god what do I do? How do I tell Jungkook? What if he hates me for losing his child, what if he leaves me?

I was able to calm myself down before my parents walked in.

"Aww sweetheart" my mother said walking towards my bed, her arms were wide open before she wrapped them around my body, pulling me into a nice warm hug. Which I really needed. "This stuff happens with us girls, it's okay"

I knew my mother had no idea what really happened and I don't think I could tell her or my father the truth right now. I just needed this moment of comfort in my mothers arms with my father slowly gliding his hand up and down my arm.

"The doctor said whenever your ready we can go home" those were the words I wanted to hear. My mother helped me step out of bed and onto the cold concrete floor. My father reached out his arm for me to hold onto as we walked back to the car.

It felt like the longest car ride but we finally made it home. The time was 5:30am and the shower was calling my name.

Tears leaked onto my face again as the only question I had lingering in my mind was how do I tell jungkook?

The shower water rushed down my body, it was so soothing and I wish I could stay in here forever. I placed my hands onto my stomach, knowing I could have been a mother to a beautiful boy or girl but on the other hand, I'm too young and still in school. There was no time for a child.

After my shower I jumped right into bed and before I knew it, it was lights out for me.

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Sorry guys another short chapter :(