The unwanted (Harry Potter FanFaction) (Laura x Ary) (on hold)

The feeling

Weeks had pasted while Ary and I had just wasted time and became the best of friends. We were never without each other by our side and even in our dorm we have pictures of us on our walls. The trees have now become empty and the ground is a shade of white that makes everything sparkle.

It was one of our days off and I had made plans with Ary as normal. I decided to dress nice and warm so I didn’t catch a cold. So I opened a luggage case my mum had spent me the day before. She put a pair of black gloves going up past my wrist, a black beanie, black boots and a deep blue coat in it with a few other pieces. I put them on with a light blue and white checker shirt, gray cardigan and black jeans. I tied my hair in a side braid and put a little bit of eye liner on. I didn’t need lots of makeup with Ary, I felt comfortable.

I have to say I looked nice. My mum knows style. I opened my door and Ary pushed it into me. “I’m sorry. We can’t go out! We’ve been snowed in.” He explained. “We will just have to stay in one of our dorms. We can go to mine if you want” I gave him a longing look. “Don’t worry Julio is out” That was Ary’s roommate. He wasn’t the kindest of people and always gave me evils. Slytherin always scare me. Julio had black hair, always wearing black and was very emo.

“Okay, we can go yours. Sunny is studying in mine and other roommates will get the wrong idea” I gave Ary a little wink and a nudge. We both had a bit of a giggle and started walking to his room. I had been to Ary’s room before but hearing him suggest it felt different. I got it into my head it was the cold. I just wanted to warm up to someone.

We where almost at his room when he started speaking again. “You look really pretty” He said to me. I blushed and turned my face away. “Is someone blushing? Aww bless!” Which in turn made me blush even more but I knew he was just saying that to wind me up. We reached the door, but for some reason he knocked I was a bit confused at 1st until he explained himself “Just checking Julio left, I did asked him to.” Why ask him to leave? I’m sure we couldn’t of found somewhere else. It’s not like we have to be alone. At this moment I knew I asked myself a lot of questions and never actually got given the answers. I knew then with something’s you have to stop asking questions and get on with it.

We went in and went straight and sat on his bed. “So what do you want to do?” I asked. We sat there for a few minutes talking about random stuff and class. I then looked up at him. I’m not sure if it was the cold or something but his eyes looked brighter than ever. I couldn’t help myself and moved a closer to him. Our eyes locked and I thought for a second I felt his hand touch my lower back but I couldn’t stand it and just leaned in and hugged him. The embrace was short and warm but it just didn’t feel right. I wanted something more. I had a feeling there was something much deeper within me.

I didn’t know if it was just me feeling the sexual tension so I didn’t know what to do. Why did I hug him? I couldn’t have kissed him, his red soft lips.  I just don’t understand why I’m so stupid. I just don’t want to go around the brother. Why do I have such feelings for him?

Through the day we spent together my feelings became more and clearer to me. I liked Ary, more than a friend. I thought he was cute, funny and charming. I never felt this way about any other guy. But my Dad would hate it so I just have to suck it up and forget all my feelings for him. It will be the best even though I know they will always be there.

-I have finally made a plan for my story! It should be easier to write now! I hope you enjoy!-