Camren/Laucy Texts

Chapter 24

Lauren's POV:
Camila has been acting weird for a few days now and when I ask her what's wrong she always tell me that she's fine and that there's nothing wrong and not to worry about it. But of course I'm going to worry she's my girlfriend. I went to her bunk and opened the curtain and saw her asleep and when I looked at her face it looked like she had been crying. I'll ask her what's wrong when she wakes up. When she woke up I went up to her and grabbed her hand and led her to the back where I could talk to her alone and in private. "Whyd you bring me back here" she said. "I wanted to talk." I said. "About what" she asked. "What's wrong baby. You've been acting weird these past couple of days. You're not the same energetic Camila. And you've been distant from me. It feels like you don't like me anymore." I said and looked down. "Lauren of course I still wanna be with you. I know I've been acting different these past few days but I just don't wanna tell you what's bothering me." She told me as her eyes got watery. I grabbed her hand and made her sit down on my lap. "Please tell me what wrong so I can help and try to fix it." I told her. "Ok" she said. She got her phone and unlocked it and scrolled through it looking for something. She got off my lap and handed me her phone and what I saw made me fucking pissed. All I saw were hate messages about her telling her that she shouldn't be with me and how I could do so much better. They are telling her she's ugly and doesn't deserve me. They tell her that she's just a normal person and since she's not famous and not well known that she shouldn't be dating me. They're telling her that she should kill herself or to rot in hell or that her existence here is a mistake and they kept saying that she would be better off without me. There were very little good comments about her and our relationship. I scrolled through the hate messages and blocked every one of them and I made sure to follow the ones that stood up for her and our relationship and the ones who were only saying good things about us. I handed her her phone back and grabbed my phone and went online and told them that Camila is not a mistake and that she's is the exact opposite of those hate comments. You guys shouldn't tell her to kill herself because if she actually did I'd be very depressed and I would quit my singing career and I'd probably kill my self just to be with her. After I posted that some of them apologized while the rest of them kept saying hateful things and I just blocked them. I hugged Camila and kept telling her that what they said wasn't true and how she shouldn't listen to them because they don't know you like I know you. She calmed down a bit and I kissed her and she reciprocated it. We pulled apart and she thanked me and I went to grab her wrist but she wouldn't let me. "What's wrong baby. Why won't you let me touch your wrist" I asked concerned. She was silent and didn't answer me. "Did you- Wait you wouldn't do that would you" I said. She just stayed silent and didn't look up at me and looked at the ground or somewhere else but me. I grabbed her arms and lifted her sleeves up and I saw cuts on her arm and some were deep and some weren't. I covered my mouth and started to sob. She pulled her sleeves back down and hugged me. "I'm sorry." She started to rub my back and I calmed down a bit. "Why would you cut yourself. You could of just talked to me about it and I would if helped you through it. I don't want to lose you. I don't know what I'd do without you with me. I care about you a lot. And I've fallen in love with you and I fell deep. I'm in love with you and I can't lose you." I told her. "I'm sorry. I would've talked to you but I didn't want to worry you and I'm in love with you too." She told me and lifted my face up and kissed me passionately.

A/N: Sorry for not publishing this sooner. I'm just very busy right now and it's hard to find time to write. Hope you like my story so far my readers. And thank you to the ones who have been reading this since I started it. I really appreciate you reading my story. I didn't think anyone would read it. I love you guys. ❤️❤️❤️