When I need to vent

5-6-18

I'm going to confront my best friend about her harming herself. This needs to stop.
She'll probably hate me for all eternity. But I love her, she's my sister. Maybe not by blood, but blood has never mattered. It's all mentally.
I'm going to tell her she shouldn't have a crush on this one girl. She's the reason she's cutting herself. I found her with broken Izzie cans, they were using it to cut themselves.
She was never like this until SARA came into her life.
Sara SEEMS pretty chill but she always makes my bestie depressed.
My best friend texted me she wanted to change because she wanted Sara to like her. I told her it's better to be yourself..
And it hurts me to see her like this. I miss the old Downpour..
:(

I'd rather save her life and have her hate me then have her dead...

It's just so hard and I'm so so sad :( it hurts me..