When I need to vent

Boyfriend

I feel like a whore

I really do!! I've got a boyfriend and.. first I'll explain what's going on.

Okay, so, recently I got a boyfriend. We were really good at first, but now..

•He blows up at me, without even EXPLAINING why. When he DOES explain, its either not my fault, or it's something I can't control!
•He flirts with other girls pretty much right in front of me.
•He doesn't pay much attention to me.
•He hates all my friends.
•He's kind of a douchebag to everyone but me.

Even my best friend, who thought we were perfect, is telling me to rethink it.

I'm going to end it on the last day of school. . .

And the reason I feel like a whore: I'm kind of falling in love with another guy, despite being in a relationship. I literally want to kill myself or just.. ugh!

Also, if you go to my school, please don't say anything. I don't want to make it seem I'm going behind his back and telling everyone horrible stuff about him. I'm going to do it in person, that way I don't seem like a fuckin coward.

Thanks fam.

I'm just not ready for a relationship... I need someone who is going to be patient with my depressed moods and give me at least a little attention...

My boyfriend isn't that one.

Me: I'm kind of depressed right now...
BF: No you're not.