When I need to vent

10-7-18

I'm such a mess right now, tbh. Crying like a fucking five year old.

Like-- I don't understand...

I was at my friends house and joking around with my stepdad.. it was fun. Then my friend took my phone and got his phone number and started texting him.

and now I'm getting in trouble for it. I guess that makes sense, because I should have stopped her.

I just don't understand why I'm crying. Maybe because my mom used my full name instead of my nickname.. that shows she's mad. Even though she said she wasn't.

And I'm just thinking about a bunch of bad stuff and it's making me cry more and I feel like trash.

I'm having a panic attack right now honestly, my head hurts so much. I'm just a mess right now. :/