𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐌𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 | ✓

Ch.28 Fucked Up

Y/n couldn't think straight anymore. She was angry and confused.  She was done with trying to pretend everything was okay. Focusing on school wasn't on her mind, she needed to figure out what she was feeling. Things can't go back to how it was for her when she was a teen. She was going to finish it but not like this. She called her parents to talk to them, all they wanted what was best for her. She had gone through a lot in th past. They were okay with her coming back home for a while. Whatever she needed. It was going to take them a while to let go of her dropping out though. They invested a lot in taking her to this University. She packed everything she owned and left a note on her bed for the others to find saying:

"Dear Boys,

I know you're probably wondering why my room is empty and why I'm not in it like I usually am. I've realized that going to college isn't the best option right now. I'm going back home to y/c/n. It's the best option for me. I need to take a mental break. Right now I'm in a dark place, a place I was in before. I know this was really abrupt but, this was my decision to make. I hope you all can understand. This past year has been very eventful with you guys. I thank you for caring for me, helping me when I'm down and standing up for me. I'll never forget the 7 of you. You all changed my life in many different ways. Tell Nari that I'll miss her too if she wonders why I haven't been in class. 

-Y/n"

After Y/n finished writing the letter, she went straight to the administration office so she could talk to someone about leaving for good. And once that task was finished, Y/n went and called a cab to the airport. She couldn't believe she was actually doing it. She loved Seoul, it was a beautiful place she didn't want to leave. She hoped it wasn't a final goodbye.

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Taehyung woke up the second that Y/n walked out the door. He just didn't know she wasn't coming back. He went back to sleep without worry, that was until he noticed hours passed and she didn't wake him up like she normally would. He went to her room to see if she was there, no sign of her. As he was about to leave, he noticed a note on her bed. He sat on the naked bed and read the note in disbelief. After moving his gaze elsewhere, he sat there confused. Wondering the real reason she left. There had to be more to the story. The lightbulb in his head went off, making him dash out of her old room and went to wake up the only reason she's gone. Jimin

Jimin was already awake, he was just unaware of Y/n's absence. He couldn't get his mind off of the words and insults he said towards her. He remembers seeing the tears seep out of her eyes and the pain she was expressing. He was making his anger get the best of him again. All she was trying to do was fix their relationship. Again. There was no way he could forgive his self for what he did. There was nothing more he could do with her. She wanted nothing to do with him. The feelings she had for him had vanished and her respect for him went away with it. 

"What the fuck did you do?" Tae said aggressively to him

"What are you talking about? I didn't do anything."

"Don't play dumb, she's gone. And she's gone because of you I'm sure. I gave you another chance to fix this but of course, you had to screw it up again."

"She probably went out to get some things like girl stuff."

"Really? Well if you look in her room, nothing's in there like it was when she first got here. Don't believe me? Read this."

Minutes Later...

"No, th-this isn't possible."

"I can believe it. If you stopped being an asshole to her maybe she still would've been here. Maybe she still-"