𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐌𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 | ✓

Ch.31 Distraction

Jimin has never felt this burnt out in his life. He thought once he quit the deal he made with Seung everything would be better for him. But now, that's the complete opposite. He worried and had beaten his self up about Y/n and what he did to jeopardize her safety. A part of wonders how someone else could've found out, but the only culprit would be Seung. She could've told. Ever since Jimin dwelt on how Seung made things worse he started getting mad for no reason. Whenever her name popped up in his head he would lose his mind. He's never hated anyone so much to where he wanted to see her go down so hard. She drove him crazy in the worse way.

To cope with his anger, Jimin was hitting the gym more often and practicing on his dancing more. When he works out, he forgets about everything on his mind. It also helps him cope with his feelings for Y/n and his hatred for Seung and Chin-hwa. Deep down inside he had hoped he'll meet Y/n again and set things straight, But after everything that they've been through, would she give him a second chance. He thought to himself that he didn't really deserve it and neither did Y/n. He wanted another chance with her so he could tell her how valuable she was to him. No matter how much she didn't know it.

Jimin even managed to take some self-defense classes. To pass the extra time. And since Jungkook also worked out, he went with him. Jimin would stay in the Gym for so long it worried him. Jimin had stopped eating and stopped doing his work. It was like the Gym was his only happy place to be in order to not obsess over a girl miles away from him.

One Night Jimin took it too far...

He was running on the treadmill and listening to music...

"Hyung you've been here for over 5 hours again. You're not tired yet?"

"Why would I be?"

"This isn't healthy Jiminie, you haven't eaten in a week. You're worrying me. Come on let's go home."

"No Jungkook! I told you I'm not tired. Stop worrying I'm perf-perfectly f-fine."

Jimin faints and falls on the cold and hard mat slide on the ground under the machine.

"Hyung! Wake up, wake up. This can't be happening." *pulls out his phone and dials 119* (I think it's 911 for Korea)

10 minutes later...

"OVER HERE!" Jungkook shouted so the paramedics could hear him once they entered

After they got him in the ambulance, they offered Jungkook a ride to the hospital so he wouldn't have to wait. He continuously worried about Jimin. He had never done that before, he's never even been this down and confused with his feelings. Y/n was the one girl that changed his life forever. She broke the used to be widely known playboy at their University.

After Jimin was well and awake...

At the time the room was empty when Jungkook was able to enter, he noticed an awake and weak looking Park Jimin. If only Y/n could see him this way he thought.

"Nice to see your awake. How are you feeling"

"I feel alright. I-I don't know what came over me."

"I don't know either. I'm just glad you're ok. But, why are you like this Hyung?"

"Like what?"

"You know what I'm talking about. You stopped eating, and then you exercise non-stop. I know getting over Y/n is hard but why can't you find a better way to cope?"

"Because I can't. I can't get over her Jungkook, I thought I was going to be fine after I found a place I was actually able to forget about her. But not even this alternative isn't helpful. I'm hurting and she's hurting, I didn't want this to happen to us. She c-changed me. There hasn't been one time when I wanted or thought of dating someone other than her. "