At school the next day we were out in the hall with our friends. I laughed at something Brendon said before glancing around the hall.
A guy walked by, eying me before sending me a wink and motioning for me to come here. I rolled my eyes but told Josh I'd see him at lunch walked over. "What?" I asked.
"What's your name pretty?" He asked. "Uhh my name is out of your league And also not single." I said. He hummed. "Really?" He asked. I rolled my eyes again. "What do you want?" I asked.
"I want a piece of that ass." He chuckled. "Of course you do. Well I'm sorry but no go fuck yourself." I said, turning to go back over to Josh.
The guy grabbed me from behind, holding me tightly. "Let go of me." I said. He chuckled and started kissing at my neck. "Why don't we get out of here hm?" He asked.
"Why don't you go shove your dick in a blender?" I asked. "Nah I'd rather shove it in you." He said. "Well it's not fucking happening leave me alone." I said, trying to free myself.
His arms tightened around me. "You're such a brat." He said, slipping his hands under my shirt. "Would you please stop?!" I yelled. "Nah I'm fine." He said.
I sighed irritatedly and tried to kick backwards, hoping he'd let me go. The bell rang and kids excited the halls, leaving me alone with dickbag here.
"Come on baby." He whispered his hands roaming over my chest and stomach. "No." I said. "Awe come on." He fake pouted. "He said no." Another voice cut in.
I looked up to see Josh he looked pissed. The guy looked up at him. "Oh yeah? And who are you?" He asked. "I'm his boyfriend." Josh said, through clenched teeth.
"Yeah okay" the guy said, not letting me go. Josh looked ready to beat the crap out of this guy. "You know he cheats on you right?" The guy asked looking at me.
"Who?" I asked. "Your 'boyfriend'." The guy said. I looked at Josh who had a confused expression. "N-no I don't." He said.
"Really then what were you doing with that little band twink the other day?" The guy asked. "What?... Who are you talking about?" Josh asked.
"You know who I'm talking about." The guy said. "Can you stop trying to start shit? Josh wouldn't cheat on me and I'm sure as hell not cheating on him especially with you so let go of me." I said.
"Alright fine... Ask him what he was doing those few days you were gone on that trip." The guy said letting me go and walking away. I furrowed my eyebrows and watched him leave before turning to Josh.
"What's he talking about?" I asked. "Nothing he's just trying to start shit." Josh said. "Really?" I asked. He nodded. My gaze fell to his hand that was tapping at his thigh. "You're nervous." I said.
"No I'm not." He Said. "Yes you are." I said. He licked his lips, and glanced at his feet before shaking his head. "You didn't..." I trailed off. "I-i didn't." He said.
"Don't fucking lie to me Josh." I said. "I'm not." He said. "Then what did you do while I was gone?" I asked. "Nothing! All I did was sit around waiting for you to get back!" He yelled defensively.
I stared at him for a moment, he's lying, he wouldn't be so nervous If he wasn't. "Give me your phone." I said, setting my hand out. "What? No." He said.
"Now." I demanded. "No." He said. "Why? What are you hiding?" I asked. "Nothing." He said. "Then give me your phone." I said. He shook his head.
I went over and dug around his pockets until I found it. "Unlock it." I said. "Tyler this is stup-"_"unlock it." I repeated. He sighed but did as I had said.
I went to his messages and scrolled through them. He was cheating on me, but he had broken it off, telling the other that he couldn't continue with it because he felt bad about lying to me.
"Alright." I whispered, shutting his phone off and handing it back to him. "A-alright?" He asked nervously as I turned away.
I didn't say anything and just started walking down the hall. It took him a second to follow but he did. "Tyler look I c-" I cut him off by putting my hand in the air to tell him to stop.
"Tyler please." He begged. I didn't respond to him. "Baby please, please listen." I continued to beg as I kept walking away. "No." I said.
He grabbed my arm, turning me around to face him. I slapped him across the face. He took a deep breath and looked at me.
"I need some time to think." I said. He nodded. "I'm sorry... Don't..dont leave me." He whispered. "I don't know if I'm mad at you or not yet.. i just need to think.." I said.
"Why do you need to think?" He asked. "Because you knew you were in the wrong and you ended it but you still did it in the first place." I said. "I won't do it again. I promise, Tyler I'm so sorry." He said.
"Why'd you do it in the first place?" I asked. "I-i don't know." He said, choking up. "you do know." I said. "I dont- I just I don't know what I was thinking but I regret it." He said.
"Do you?" I asked. "Yes, Tyler I'm so so sorry, I don't know why I did it and it's been eating away at me since it happened, I just... I don't want to lose you." He said.
I looked away, thinking. "I love you Tyler." He whispered. I looked up at him. He was crying. "I really don't know why I did it.. I have you and you're beautiful, you're fucking gorgeous and you're everything I could ask for, you're fucking perfect so I don't know why I did it. I really don't." He said.
"Maybe I felt like I didn't deserve you, that-that you were too good for me, that you could do better cause you're you and I'm me." He said. "What's that supposed to mean?" I asked.
"It means that you can do so much better than me and I don't even know why you started dating me in the first place and I don't know maybe I felt that you knew that and you were gonna leave me anyway so I just said fuck it and did it but it was stupid and nothing makes sense right now and I'm scared cause i don't want to lose you even though I know you deserve so much better." He cried.
I've never seen him actually cry before. "It's okay." I whispered, walking over and hugging him. He hugged me back. "I'm sorry." He whispered. "It's okay. I forgive you." I whisper back.
"Why didnt you talk to me about this stuff?" I asked. He shrugged. "I was scared you'd think I was overreacting or something." He said. "You don't have to be scared to talk to me Josh." I said. He nodded.
Neither of us felt like staying at school the rest of the day so Josh drove us to his house and we spent the day cuddling and talking about other things that we've been having trouble with and stuff.
(So this idea is from MargueritMontez so creds to themmmmmm oof.. also I've started a few new books but they aren't really smut books and I'm not sure if I want to publish them or not.. would anyone read them if I did? Please Answer.)
