Bullies|| Noah schnapp x reader

Part 12

Your pov

I got out of the hospital today, I wasn't exited I'm gonna be honest I had to get back to the kids that haven't even came to visit mostly because I said I didn't want them

Whatever

the doctors prescribed me some anti-depressions but I didn't want them

I don't need pill for my depression I can handle this feeling myself, I hate that they treat me like this

But like I said I wasn't at all the least bit exited to go back to the rest of the cast my arm didn't have the stitches anymore but it did have a scar they said it would fade away in a couple months

Caleb came to pick me up and we both laughed while we drove back to the hotel, I actually felt better but my anxiety wasn't my anxiety was worse my social anxiety was way way worse

We finally made it to the hotel my heart stopped I didn't want to face any of them I didn't want them to bully me again

Caleb came up to me noticing how I looked and hugged me

"It's all gonna be okay" he smiled "come on let's go on inside"

I took a deep breath and nodded, I don't really talk much anymore,around them at least, i only talk around Caleb, sometimes, but I'm even scared he'll just hate me all of a sudden

Once we got to our floor I saw Sadie, Noah, Finn, Gaten, and Millie standing there waiting for me when they saw me their faces lit up and they all got a smile on their face

At least they're happy

Caleb stopped walking along with me and left me there to walk up to them myself, I approached them slowly watching the ground so I wouldn't trip on anything because I don't trust these people anymore

"Come on!" Sadie says while walking up to me "we missed you y/n" she said while pulling me into a hug I hugged back awkwardly because she was being nice to me all of a sudden, she pulled away after a bit

"Yeah, we did!" Noah says looking at me then my arm I didn't have a sweater over it so it was noticeable my heart sank as he glanced over at it and his eyes became sad I quickly got my sweated and put it on

"Mmhm" i say feeling uncomfortable and nervous, what if they just decide they hate me again and they're mean to me again

"I'm sorry finn" I say looking over at Finn who was nervously glancing at my arm

"W-why?" He stammered

"Trust me I tried, I really did. Sorry for not being able to fully succeed"

He looked down ashamed and came up to hug me "I'm so sorry" he said, he was taller than me so yeah

"It's fine, you're not the only one who's told me that" I say back "I've been telling myself that for years"

Finn pulled away and Noah came up to me and hugged me too I felt this warm feeling inside when he did I felt safer for a second, I hugged back

"I'm so sorry too" he sobbed "please, please forgive me" not going to lie I wanted to, I wanted to forgive him I wanted to forgive all of them
But I can't

I just can't

This sucks I'm so sorry