Bullies|| Noah schnapp x reader

Part 19

Your pov again *im so sorry SKSKKS*

*the day of the dinner thing*

Today was the day we all had to go out for dinner, I wouldn't mind it if I weren't so depressed and if I didn't have social anxiety but well I do, so that's why I'm anxious about this

And I know it'll only last a few hours but there's a lot of paparazzi, all up in every ones business. I know they won't be able to go into the restaurant though, something about fancy reservation things

Anyways I'm getting ready for it, they said to dress casual so I just wore something casual, some high waisted jeans and a crop top (??) and a jacket

I looked classy but casual, I guess?

We're leaving in a couple of minutes and I'm actually about to barf, I grabbed my phone and some money then walked out of my room

I looked around and saw Caleb standing there talking to Sadie I walked up to them and they smiled and greeted me

*dinner time my dudes*

It was somewhat hard to hide my wrist as I was trying to walk in, inside of the restaurant because the paparazzi kept on putting flashing cameras in our faces, once we finally made it in the people were still there taking pictures from the outside and it was weird but my back was facing them so it's all good

I sat in between Noah and Sadie like I had promised. Caleb sat in front of me though, the dinner tables were huge so thats FUN

And next to Noah sat millie next to Sadie sat finn and such

We were all talking about how it has been, being here, and having fun, I tried my best to act like I got along with all the kids on this table for everyone's sake

I was eating my food as the others talked when I felt a playful kick on my ankle, I looked to the side and saw Noah looking at me

I smiled and was kind of weirded out, I don't like anybody watching me eat first of all, second of all well that's the only reason ha

I kicked him back and it looked like we were playing footsies which we were but still and I stopped, and let my foot loose

Sadie and I talked for a while and then I felt something on my thigh, it started getting closer to my.. well you know and I knew who it was, I didn't know why he was doing it but I felt violated

"May you excuse me I'm going to the... restroom" I lied and got up as calmly and fast as I could

As I was walking I looked back and saw Noah talking to millie and laughing, I went to the restroom and luckily no one was there

I know this "isn't a big deal" but Noah practically HARASSED ME with what CONSENT?

I felt shaky and uncomfortable, but I wasn't completely mad he did that. I didn't like it all either though

I took some deep breaths and tried to calm me and my hormones down (ohp) I washed my hands and walked out

Guess who I saw there? The one and only Noah Schnapp

I know I said I wasn't completely mad about it but I was pretty mad

"WHAT THE HELL NOAH! I thought you were my friend! What- why the fuck would you do that??" I snapped

"Y/n listen I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-" he started but I cut him off

"No! You don't just slip your hands onto someone's thighs without meaning to" I whisper shouted

"I know, I'm sorry I really am" he pleaded

"Why'd you do it?" I asked again sternly, he took a step closer to me and stayed quiet for a while just looking into my eyes

"Exactly! There is no other reason, don't ever do that a-fucking-gain or you'll catch these hands- CAUSE IM NOT THE O-" I was in the middle of screaming at him when he leaned in and kissed me

What I should've done was pull away but I didn't, I tried and really did but I couldn't, only because he was such a good kisser and it felt.... right?
                                        (^lol wrong)

Sorry it took so long for me update, this week has been pretty rough and things have happened that I didn't have time to write, I also wasn't inspired but my friend helped me think of something yesterday at like 1am lmao so thank you to her

I know this chapter SUCKED and was short as heck but I'll try to write more, I'm also going on a long road trip later so maybe I'll write more to kill off time

Anyways y'all don't even know what's coming now, so much hot
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