Bullies|| Noah schnapp x reader

Part 31

1 week later (woops, guess the conversation will be a mystery WiNk wOnK)
Noahs pov*

I broke up with Julia, why? Because it didn't feel right anymore.

Y/n hasn't talked to me, when she's in the same room as me she just leaves or avoids looking at me.

Don't be that way..

It hurts, but I can't really blame her anymore. She unfollowed me on Instagram too, fans went crazy some were happy some were sad and some were angry at us.

Fall apart twice a day

I didn't even realize people shipped y/n and i together. I can't forgive millie for what she did, she tries to talk to me but I avoid her just like y/n is avoiding me.

I just wish...

"Noah!" Finn screams trying to get my attention, I snap out of my thoughts and look at him "what are you thinking about?"

You could feel...

"Nothing of importance" I say harshly and rub my eyes

What you say..

"Yeesh okay, no need to be so mean about it." Finn says looking at the door "anyways, we're done filming in 2 months, are you not gonna try to make up with y/n?"

She'll never tell..

I glare at finn when I heard him say y/n's name, all the emotions that I felt that day came back. I wanted to say yes, but I know y/n wouldn't even look at me without wanting to slit my throat open

But I know you too well..

"No. What's the point?" I say at last

Gotta mood that you wish

"If you really...." finn stopped himself "okay then, well I have to get going Gaten Caleb and I are going somewhere, you sure you don't wanna come with?"

You could sell..

"Yeah no it's fine, I don't wanna go anywhere" I say and fall onto my bed

If tear drops could be bottled

"Okay, take care" he says and walks out of the room closing the door behind him

There'd be swimming pools filled by models

I feel a rush of anger runs through me and I just wanna break something, I grab the nearest thing and toss it as hard as I can to the wall

Told a tight dress is what makes you.. a whore

I lay back down still feeling anger, because of how stupid I am. I hurt y/n I let her go like an idiot I am

If I love you was a promise

I heard another knock on the door and I didn't wanna talk to anyone so I screamed at them to go away, but they kept knocking.

Would you break it if you're honest

I got up and went to open the door, I didn't expect the person who was standing there to be millie

Tell the mirror, would you know she's hurt before

I was gonna shut the door but she opened it, I was too mad and tired to even try to shut it and shoo her out.

I don't wanna be you.... anymore

"What do you want?" I said emotionless, I didn't want her here. But I do miss my bestfriend, the one I did everything with, the one who I thought I could trust the one who made me feel happy

Hands getting cold

"Noah I'm sorry" she said tears were forming in her eyes "I know what I did was wrong, I really do. And I regret it" I wanted to believe her... but I can't

Losing feelings getting old..

"Don't say sorry to me, say sorry to the one who you hurt. Y/n" just saying her name made my heart break even more

Was I made... from a broken mold

"She doesn't wanna see me, I wanted to say sorry to you. Maybe you could say sorry to her for me?" Millie said, I felt bad seeing her like this. She seems genuinely sorry, but I don't think I could forgive her

Hurt I can't shake

"What makes you think she wants to see me?" I asked arching an eyebrow "she keeps avoiding me, doesn't wanna look at me"

We've made every mistake

"I'm sorry" Millie says staring to cry. Her cry... why does it sound so familiar.

Only you know the way...

"I know you hate me now, and I'm so sorry" she cried and tried to walk away but I grabbed her arm. Then it hit me, the dream

That I break

"Look me in the eye and tell me that" I say, starting to feel anxious

If tear drops could be bottled there'd be swimming pools filled by models

"I'm sorry, Noah. I really am I regret it so much, please don't hate me.. but if you do I understand" her tears were now just falling

Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore

"Why'd you do it?" I asked

If I love you was a promise

Millie shrugged "I don't know, I guess I was just scared and jealous. Something just clicked in my brain and I couldn't fight against it, until now"

Would you break it, if you're honest

"Once the damage was all done?" I scoffed, I wanted to forgive her I wanted to trust her but I don't know if I could do that just yet. "I need time" I said and closed the door on her

Tell the mirror would you know she's hurt before

"Noah please" millie cried outside of the door, I went to the restroom and sat there

But I don't wanna be you...

I stood up and went to the mirror, I saw tears trickle down my face and I just looked at myself for a moment

I don't wanna be you..

I turned on the faucet and washed my face, it felt good to have a cool feeling on my face since it was so hot from tears, I turned it off and looked at myself in the mirror for a moment

I don't wanna be you...

Then walked out the door

Anymore

Yeet sorry for the song lyrics, it just felt right.

Also I didn't go to school today because my stomach hurt. I'm such a disappointment lol, but here's this update