Bullies|| Noah schnapp x reader

Part 35

Noahs pov*

I was back home already, millie was at hers and my mom let me sleep. Even though I'm not sleepy at all so let's see where this goes

I was sitting on my bed looking through insta when I decided to look at some fan accounts, to try to feel better since I wasn't feeling like myself at all.

I let out a sigh and started liking some posts, it was weird liking pictures and edits of myself but I wanted to make fans happy.

I looked through my photo albums and saw a few pictures of y/n and I. I felt a strong emotion run through me and I remembered the day I saw her in the restroom unconscious with blood running down her wrist... it hurt to think about but for some reason my brain decided to remember more memories about her

The truth is, the days I bullied her I wasn't doing it only because of millie I was doing it because I felt some way I've never felt for anyone else before, and it scared me I hated that feeling.. I've been hurt too much before because of a feeling similar to that so I decided to just ignore it and try to stop it from happening

It didn't work. So I'm stuck with this feeling.

"NOAAAHHH" I heard my sister, chloe, scream. I snapped out of my thoughts

"WHAT?!" I yelled back

"Dude you're home. I missed you" she smiled and came to hug me. I hugged her back.

"I missed you too." I said back trying to be more cheerful

"So who's the new girl, eh. I see a special connection there" she teased, I smiled and shook my head

"She's not. She's just a friend. I don't even think she's a friend anymore though..."

"What do you mean?" Chloe asked getting concerned

"Nothing, never mind. I'll talk to you tomorrow. I'm really tired right now, night" I lied

"Okay night bro" she smiled and walked out of my room

I laid down and tried getting some rest, I couldn't so I tortured myself by thinking about things I'll never have.

I decided to check her insta to see if she unblocked me and she did, I looked through some pics and she hadn't posted anything.

I sighed and logged out of my phone. I then tried to sleep. It took like 300 new positions 4 hours and like a sacrifice to the gods but I finally fell asleep.

(Y'all I just got G noted.. rip)

When I woke up it was 12pm, dang.

I checked my phone and I saw that y/n posted a new pic with two guys and Sadie. The boy with hazel eyes had y/n on his back and they both looked like they were laughing. The sea blue eyed boy was holding Sadie bridal style.

I think that was Leo and ash, I've heard her talking to them. I bit my lip and clicked on the comment section

People were asking for @'s and shipping them even though they don't even know whom they are... ugh people these days. Well it kinda did look like they were from the positions, but friends do that

I started reading comments

Noahshappysmile: Oof I ship. What's their @'s?
Ashycroissants: we aren't dating boo, but thanks.

Sadieshalo: OOF what are their @'s? 😍😔

Y/s/nsmile: noo what about y/s/n (with Noah)
Ladiesmanleo: it never sailed, I'm sorry.

Wheezingschnapp: smh what am I writing

User1348: *noah schnapp has left the chat*

Therealcalebmclaughlin: y e s

Calebssmile: ^we love a supportive friend.. millie take nOtEs

I had enough of these comments and logged out of my phone again, I phoned Millie and called her over to hang out

I need to think about other more important things.

I snuck out of the house and got into my moms car. I can drive.. I think. Yeah it seems easy

I was going to Millie's house, I started the engine and left. I didn't drive that awful.

As I got there I saw her in the window, she waved at me and I smiled. I was kinda distracted and I was gonna pull up to her drive way. As I was doing that I saw Millie's face get a shocked look, I looked at her confused and before I knew it I felt a sharp pain. I felt my head hit something.

I heard Millie's scream, barley and after that I just saw black.

WhAt a hApPy EnDiNg aMiRiGhT?

Hey a sister is tired and uh wants to die lol but hope you enjoyed this crusty ass chapter uh I'll probably come out with a second part to this book so look out for that :,)

Edit: I changed the ending skksks my bad

2nd edit: second book is out now!