thoughts of a dead girl

remember that.

we broke up we never made up we never both agreed to break up you just left and there was nothing i could do about it but if i could i promised you i would well would've i don't know why i thought it was over you i know i keep saying that but it's true as soon as i got two little phone calls i started thinking about you again i started having memories about us having fun like we usually did the times i would come over your house and stay there for hours just talking having fun being goofy because lord knows me and you are two of the goofiest people on the planet i really only think about the happy thoughts because the negative ones. just make me cry and breakdown inside over and over again so i'm not gonna think of those but the good ones on the other hand were the best i wish i could relive them over and over again sometimes we can't get what we want i never realized it i mean you always call me a brat didn't you ha ha i mean i always usually get what i want and i'm not sure not 100% sure. but i kind of think i want you...again i always thought i had this strong feeling that you hate me but i never knew why and i still don't know why but only you and i mean only you can tell me if you hated me or not because no matter how much hatred you have when you called me i figured that you wanted something i did not hesitate to answer but i just wish the called never dropped because remember no matter what i'll always be there for you if you need me because...... i love you