It's called falling in love

chapter9: Is he...? Jumping on my bed?!

"No no NO! I.Am.Not.Going.To.Talk.To.Him.Like.EVER!" You know I really dont't like it when people tell me what to do it's frustrating... example right now I'm standing infront of the school and ...  Mason is standing against his car, my friends keep on pestering me to go and talk to him, buuuuut.....  I don't feel like it. "Looooooooooook!" ....... "He's looking at you, how can you not see it, like stight into your eyes." Rose wispered next to me. I turned to her in shock and probably with big eyes. "Rozamond Sofia Kerianne Stacey McDowell you out of all people should know how I feel about not talking to someone I dont want to talk to!"

"It's not the same! If I don't want to talk to someone it's because I like the person not because I hate the person's guts" She said with a supprisingly calm voice yet you can see the hurt in her eyes like I just insulted her wich I didn't.

"You know what-  Oh! Is that the bell I hear? O Okay chao see you at lunch! Love you!"  Oh I just love the bell!!!

"You can't hide from him forever ya know!"...

-----------------------------------

"Umf!" Sweet Olaf the person I just walked into is as hard as stone. "Sorry!" The voice said in a panic, thats when I looked up. I think I just swallowed my tongue.

"M-mason." I stuttered

"Tamalyn". He said with a nod. Is it just me or did it look like he just...? Took a deep breath and looked stright into my eyes ...? Can I meet you after school somewhere? I need to talk to you. Alone"

"But aren't we talking now?" I asked him. He gave me a flat look. " You know what I mean"

I signed and nodded my head. " Sure. 4:30, my place?"

"Uh sure. But what about your brothers, won't they I dont know try to kill me?" He asked unsure

"Oh don't worry about them their no threat! It's fine. I promise" I added when I saw the look he gave me.

"Uh okay cool see ya" He said.

"See ya then I said and walked as fast as lightening speed.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ " I saw you two talking " Ava said after school while I was busy  sorting out my locker.

"Nothing just... stuff " I muttred.

"It couldn't be just stuff you looked flushed." "Uh ... I walked into him that's all."                 "Uhuh! What were you talking about. Oh my teddy bears on steroids! Doesn't  she ever give up! " Gosh your annoying"

" I know, that's what I'm here for" she said giving me the cheesiest smile.

"He just said he want's to talk to me and then I said fine how aBout 4:30 my place, oh by the way it's already 4:15 it takes me 20 min to jog home so I better go. Love ya and see you tomorrow." I rushed my words so that I didn't have to hear her reply.

///////////////////////////////////////////

" No litterely the jog home was 20 min so don't be mad at me cause I'm only 5 minutes late" I said frowning at chris.

"I don't care he's been here since 10 minutes earlier."

I ran upstairs yelling " It's not my fault his 5 minutes earlier as planned.

" Yeah and your 5minutes late" Does he always have a comment on everything?

"Hay I'm sorry I'm laaaa .... what in the name of jelly beans and Tiger Woods are you doing?"

"What does it look like, it's called jumping ... on yiur bed." He said grinning.

Gosh that smile! No actually it's getting on my nerves                    "I know that but why?"  "Why what?" He asked innocentely.

I had the urge to roll  my eyes." Why are you jumping on my bed?"

"Cause I was bored... AND you were late." He said that as if I am a kid. I frowned at him " By 5 minutes which says your 10 Minutes late "

ugh! He's just like my brother, he has a answer for everything.

"Uh could you please stop jumping? Your making me disy. He stopped, jumpeded of the bed facing me. "You know I don't have a ride home everyday, my brothers don't always wait for me ya know."

"You could always chatch a ride home with me." He said giving me his most charming smile.

"Whaa .... on that death trap? I think not" wha? what's wrong with him?

"we'll see, now can we talk to why I came here?." he said sitting on the edge of my bed. So the good girl I am whent and sat next to him.

"I just..." He began.

"This is difficult... Okay look what I said at the hospital I meant every word I said, I know I didn't come back to visit you but I just needed to clear my head and to figure out what I wanted to say to you. Just please just givre me a chance to be your friend ... for now so please don't hate me and... forgive me?  Be my friend pleeease Lyn, it would mean the world to me". He looked so Vulnerable and flushed saying all that to me. Did I just say that?  Yes Tammy yes I believe you just did. Why do I always talk to myself? Right I'm weird like that.

"so... Lyn hu? I asked instead.

He gave me a shaky laugh. " Yeah I guess. I used to think Lyn suits you beter than Tam or something.

Silence.... silence ...... silence .... more silence ....

"Sooooooo Buddy" I said draging my words out.