"Because I'm afraid! I'm afraid William. Don't you get it? I'm afraid to love. I'm afraid he has to leave me again so suddenly. I'm just ... just ... I can't" I said sobbing.
"Just understand it." I said a little weaker. A little softer. A little more sad. when finally my legs gave out from under me and I fell to the floor.
No of caurse not, William is never done yelling at me as I thought, he just has to go an yelling.
"Don't you ever think that Mason is hurting to? He doesn't have any family left then he went and moved his work here for you Tammy! You out of all people he could love, he still chose you. He won't leave you again! He probably won't go any where without leaving you behind. Dammit Tammy! For once, just think about it! " He kept yelling.
"Please Tammy, I don't like seeing you hurt and I know if you just open your eyes You'll be so very happy with him." He said in a much calmer voice.
"B-but how do I know it's me he love's? And not some other super model of a sort huh? I heard yesterday with my own ears that he he loves someone else."
"Tammy! He indirectly told you that he loves you, and any ape can see how much he loves you. Just by the look in his eyes ...
Tammy yeserday what you heard he said, he was talking about you not some other bimbo / model that you're seeing in that silly head of yourse."
After I heard that I callemed down and stoped sobbing. Then Taylor barged in.
"Could you two just shut it?! Taylor demanded.
"Ava is trying to rest and she can't with the two of you yelling at each other "
He then turned to me with a sour exspresion " Have you got no heart? For the love of my childhood keep. it. shut. Mason is in the room next to this one. We can hear your every word, your every sound, every sob. Everything! "
All blood drained from my face.
" And every time you sob it looks like Mason is being killed, and being stabed over and over and over again."
Enough said. I ran to the lounge next to this one. I saw him sitting in a chair with his elbows on his knees and his head burried in his hands.
"M-mason?"
He looked at me and I gasped. He didn't look like his chearfull self , he looked like something from a sad romance.
He looked torn, hurt and like a ghost.
I walked passed the others in the room and sat on my knees infront of Mason taking his hands in mine.
His eyes were bloodshot when I looked him in the eye.
"I-I ... I'm" I stutterd.
"It's okay Lee. I understand" He said and stood up pulling me with him out of the room to the backyard.
He closed the backdoor and pulled me in a tight embrace.
"Tam it's okay I do understand. But just tell me something or nod your yes or something, it doesn't matter" He said in a smooth voice.
"Did you have feelings for me as a id before I left here? " He asked with a twinkle in his eyes.
I just nodded my head. " Did it ever go away?"
I took a deep breath and shook my head no.
"The Lo - feelings I have for you destroyed me to ever have a relasionship with anyone else ever again." I admitted after almost spilling the forbidden L word.
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عاطفيةHe smirked, leaned in closer not that I thaught it was possible. My heartrare picked up as he lowered his mouth to my ear. "you my love. you are lying to yourself. You know the truth about yourself but you wont admit to it" "You can't deny me nor yo...
