Only He knows

Homewrecker

Dakotas POV

Jamie lays me down on the sofa, before slipping my night gown up my torso. He places small kissed from my hips to my belly button. I giggle as his stubble barely touches my skin. Goose bumps begin to form on my body and his warm breath gives me shivers. I have missed this so much, he whispers. Taking his head between my hands, I gently place a kiss to his lips.

His touch is fire and I cant take my eyes off of him as he slivers his tongue down the middle of my chest down passed my panties and licks away at my center. Moaning in response, my back comes off the bed, arching violently. Between giggles I manage to throw a sarcastic comment at him, Couldnt carry me to the bedroom, huh? That excited. All I get is an eager head nod before he continues his assault. My legs begin to twitch and shake, as he thrusts his moist muscle against my panties, soaking them in his saliva and rubbing said underwear into my heat.

I start to feel the familiar clenching in my lower abdomen and the intensifying buzz throughout my clitoris. I release a poignant moan while my body convulses. I hadnt realized I had closed my eyes before I am abruptly opening them to see he has swiped away my panties. He only chuckles at my shock. I wasnt expecting the rapid and almost violent way he grabs for my hips. His grip a little too tight but I like it. This dominating Jamie, this is newer, and this need is electrifying.

Forsaking all else, I succumb to his will. I am his. Why deny what is solely truth? I have been in love with this man for too long and he wants to work this out with me. Why does it feel like its too good to be true though? I try not to think depressing thoughts. A certain foreboding heaviness lingers in my subconscious. My mind telling it to go away because right now, my man is taking me, right now I am his and I could care less if my subconscious is calling me a homewrecker. I want this. Ive missed this so much. His smooth skin, his tender lips, those pools of blue that envelop me in a heaven meant for much more sacred souls, and his love that illuminates my world. I miss all of this. Still my subconscious asks mewhat is this?

I am jolted again from my trance, as he begins fingering me slowly, while licking and sucking on me. I can feel how wet I am already, and he moans as he licks down into my cavern and gets to taste me. Dakota, I cant wait anymore. I need you. Biting at my lower lip, I nod for him to continue. He gets up and strips clean of all of his clothes and kneels onto the bed. His hands move to my hips and he flips me over onto my knees. Oh! Yes, he knows how much I love this position! He enters me abruptly and I scream out in both pleasure and a hint of pain. Its been so long. Too long. Soon the small hint of pain has been obliterated by immense pleasure. My breaths escape me, my body trembling. Just as I orgasm he flips me again onto my back and continues his relentless pursuit.

His body coated in a light sheen of sweat, pulses and writhes above me. Our minds are clouded with pleasure. He places gentle kisses on my face, but his strokes are anything but. He is merciless in his love making only giving me enough time to choke on inhalation and exhalation, while rhythmically and forcefully entering me. The heat is too much, and I go over the edge one more time. I cannot feel my limbs, only my core, only where he is aggressively plunging into me.

Im close love, he groans before he slows his strokes. With a few more he spills his seed inside of me. My body to weak to even comprehend what just happened. I fall into a deep sleep.

My mind bringing me the internal conflict in my dreams. If he chose me over Amelia, what does that mean for us? How could I come between him and his family? Are I that bad of a person?

My subconscious ringing out loud and clear No, just a homewrecking bitch!

When I wake, he is wrapped around me, his arms holding me tenderly. I stare up at his face, his mouth agape and a small amount of drool pooling at the side of it. I chuckle to myself and kiss his nose. I turn to check my phone and see that it is already afternoon. I jolt up in bed. I had a meeting this morning. Dammit! I check my phone and see the missed calls from a possible new role. It is out of my element, but I want to do it. The role is a possible drama film role. Of course, this will be after promo for Fifty and hopefully it will go well enough at the box office that we can make the sequel. I hum to myself as I get up to make breakfast/lunch brunch? Yeah, I guess its brunch. I put on some tunes on low and head for the pantry. I pull out some pancake batter and reach for the other ingredients to start making Jamie breakfast.

I love to cook but Jamie is way better at it than me. I love how he just knows how to make every single food you can think of. He would always cook for me. I would give him some weird requests, but he always made it come out as perfect as he is. I sigh, we really are going to try this. I was excited to see where this will take us.

Just then my bitch of a subconscious makes and appearance and reminds me that I am not his girlfriend because he is still married. I am just a homewrecker that made his beautiful family crumble. I will only ever be that. Do you think that men stay with the woman who broke up their marriage? Probably not for long. I continue to make breakfast and try to hold back the tears I am holding in. Maybe I could be happy... maybe life wouldnt be that cruel. Please dont take him from me after giving him back. I dont think I could take it.

A/N: Okay guys the long awaited next chapter. This sets it up for the promo after Fifty Shades. So, there will be drama ensuing. Can you tell I put plenty of foreboding in this chapter? The base has been set Now watch it unfold. I will be updating this every third day. Next up updating. Unrequited! Thank you for your continued support.