Only He knows

Chapter 3- Are we still friends???

Dakota POV

I awake and see Jamie passed out next to me. I have time to recall all the events of last night. I was pretty drunk but I think I clearly remember us in the shower. Did we like help one another masturbate???? I hope this doesnt make things weird between us. I mean I am single and I should have never crossed that line. He is my best friend and he is married. Last night when I went to pee and heard him in the shower. I wanted to join him but I knew what my intentions really were. I wanted sex or something and being drunk and horny is not a good combination. I knew it would lead to something but he read me well and knew I couldnt go all the way. He knows my every thought and that is scary but amazing. He just gave me enough to put me to bed. When I stepped in the shower I could tell he was trying to jack off. I wanted to repay him so I dropped to my knees and gave him my best try at a hand job. I succeeded pretty quickly and I could tell he was satisfied. Jamie is so gentle and he gave me a towel and dried me off before we headed into the bedroom. He made sure I had his boxers to sleep in and I passed out so quickly I didnt even feel him lay down. Now I am here staring at the ceiling hoping we can pretend this didnt happen for everyones sake. I feel him stir and I look over at him. He is smiling at me and I know we are going to have to talk about this before going into work. We have a late night tonight so we start late. I turn over to face him and he opens his eyes and leans over and kisses me on the nose. I smile and he starts to tickle me but then realizes he is naked. oh, shit I forgot to put clothes on! Oh, fuck Dakota sorry! I giggle so hard I am crying. its okay Jamie we were both pretty drunk last night. Listen I am sorry about what happened. I didnt mean to cross the line. I hope you can forgive me. He leans over grabs the sheet to cover his morning wood. I smile at him. Dakota, dont worry I dont regret it. I think that us being this close sometimes things will happen. I hope you dont think that I am being too forward but it was nice to know we can satisfy each others needs if necessary. I mean we were both drunk and you needed release. In fact, so did I. I was jacking off before you got in with me. I havent had sex in a while and taking care of myself works but I dont know I didnt hate last night. I wont tell anyone I promise. I stare at him quietly taking everything he said in. I hope I dont sound like and arse? I dont cheat Dakota never have but I can forgive last night if you can. You are like my best friend. I dont want to fuck that up.

Jamie, I think I was horny because I am going to get my period soon. I get that you have needs too. I am here for you. I know you are there for me. I guess it is not the worst thing in the world right. We will need to do very intimate scenes soon and be very comfortable. I am your best friend to the end and I will not let a little slip break us up. I look to him for approval of my last statement. He smiles and I know everything is okay. We are so perfect together. Did I just say that???? WTF get it together.

I head into my closet and get a nice outfit together like nicer than usual and I see Jamie looking hard at his wardrobe on the other side of my closet. He practically has all his things here including some of his Christian wardrobe. He pulls out a sweater that is sky blue and some dark washed jeans. I am checking him out without noticing. The jeans are snug so he decides commando is better than having to put on briefs. I am glaring at his very large penis, uncircumcised never looked so good. He is packing some serious heat. I vaguely remember how difficult it was to hold in one hand and stroke. I start feeling an excitement between my legs and squirm a little. Your ass itch Johnson? He asks while cocking his head. No Dornan, just feeling funny better slap on a pad before aunt flow makes a surprise entrance Jamie where did you move my pads to? I say looking through my bathroom cabinet. He strolls over, looking yummy and I turn to face him biting my lip yet again. He pulls them out from behind my head. I dont touch women stuff because I know how you guys get. I grew up with two sisters remember? I laugh and grab the package. You better bring a few tampons too in case, he adds and walks out of the bathroom. I get my stuff on and put on a little gloss. I am emitting heat from my lady parts and I feel like I need to relieve myself before I do something stupid.

We leave the apartment and walk to the coffee shop first and call the driver from there. It doesnt matter the time we drink coffee all day. I love it. It makes me so happy to be okay with Jamie that I feel like the birds are chirping and the sun is shining brighter than normal. I will talk to Sam about my period in case she wants to do any near naked scenes. I will have to wait on those. Although today might be a good day to film the first-time scene right before my period. I will ask. I dont want to lose momentum. I talk it over with Jamie and he agrees that we should probably start that scene.