Only He knows

Chapter 6 The Aftermath

Chapter 6 The aftermath

Jamie POV

I know I am dreaming. I see her walking down the aisle of a church a big church. I am by the priest and I see my angel, Dakota, looking incredibly stunning. Don is walking with her and hands me her hand. I remember every word spoken. Our vows are incredibly emotional. I cry as I tell her how much she has meant to me. I see Amelia and Dulcie in the audience. I see my dad and sisters there. Even my step-mum is there. I am truly happy. Then it all goes black. I cannot see anyone and I am alone. I am in the pitch dark. I call out but no one is there. I am lost. Suddenly a hand grabs mine and it is Dakota saving me from the void. We end up on her bed right where I last made lost to her for the first time. She is pregnant with my child. I am making love to her in the bathroom shower up against the wall, her belly round with my seed. I am in the kitchen and Dulcie is bigger now and Dakota has a child on her hip. I wrap my arms around her. I am home.

I wake to the light of dawn shining in through the curtains. Dakota is curled up next to me and I am in aww of her beauty. She has a little morning drool on the side of her mouth I always wipe but today I just stare and I find myself wanting to kiss her lips. What did we do last night? How can we pretend that it is nothing today? What can I say to make her realize she belongs with me? How could I do what I did to Amelia and Dulcie? Why did I possibly ruin both relationships in one night? I shake my head to try and rid my mind of the lingering questions I cannot even answer. We have another 3 weeks of filming. Then retakes and interviews and photo shoots. What the fuck was that dream about? I am drunk and overwhelmed with thoughts and emotions.

I go to get up from the bed and she grabs my arm. I turn to face a now awake Dakota. She looks at me in order to read where we stand. I look at her yearning for her answer as well. I am lost in what seems to be a cycle. I want her, my body, heart, and soul need her but my mind keeps fucking getting in the way. She doesnt deserve this. I kiss her lips slowly caressing her cheek and chin in the palm of my hand. She leans into me. She moves closer and my human reaction takes over. I take her again on the bed, this time in missionary position. I cum inside her once more this time looking into her eyes as we both climax. Making sure I spill every single ounce of me inside of her. She quivers underneath me.

***Sorry for the short chapter. You know i have noticed i edit my work in Microsoft word but none of it transfers to Wattpad not sure why. Most of my punctuation is missing. Sucks. Anyways these chapters will go unedited till I have time to do so.