caities pov:
if i was being completely honest i knew he was cheating i could feel it, it wasn't like i knew mat wasn't loyal i just saw the money coming into our bank account from the carlsons and there was A LOT of it.more photos, instagram comments less spotlight for me and my old relationship, more for the fake and soon to be real one. i started using or u could say abusing drugs again i started becoming friends with a few people who used to be toxic for me tyler grosso was one of those people he was caught sipping lean and gave me a few xans it was my decision i needed to get my mind off this bullshit.
i looked at my phone feeling it buzz another deposit and a text message from mat it was just a text message saying goodnight i replied back with a few kiss emojis. the text messages weren't as frequent or when he would slide up on my story he wasn't even paying attention at all.
i was empty and numb at that moment me and mat were gonna get married how could some throw away so many thoughts over a few months of touring? i thought this was forever i decided to send the "we need to talk text."
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Idfc // Blackbear
Romancecaitie and blackbear have been friends since forever. smoking and drinking is all they do, little dose caitie know the she is the reason blackbear produces songs. will this friendship turn into a relationship? read to find out.