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caities pov:
if i was being completely honest i knew he was cheating i could feel it, it wasn't like i knew mat wasn't loyal i just saw the money coming into our bank account from the carlsons and there was A LOT of it.

more photos, instagram comments less spotlight for me and my old relationship, more for the fake and soon to be real one. i started using or u could say abusing drugs again i started becoming friends with a few people who used to be toxic for me tyler grosso was one of those people he was caught sipping lean and gave me a few xans it was my decision i needed to get my mind off this bullshit.

i looked at my phone feeling it buzz another deposit and a text message from mat it was just a text message saying goodnight i replied back with a few kiss emojis. the text messages weren't as frequent or when he would slide up on my story he wasn't even paying attention at all.

i was empty and numb at that moment me and mat were gonna get married how could some throw away so many thoughts over a few months of touring? i thought this was forever i decided to send the "we need to talk text."

OKAY HOES ANOTHER DECENT CHAPTER

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