lost child

🎵feelings are fatal🎵

"I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I'd do everything
For you for you

It's always for you
And never for me
And I need it to stop
So let me tell you please

I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
But I can't tell you
That I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease

I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal

How many times
Must I keep it inside
I need to let go
And I swear that I've tried

But opening up
Means trusting others
And I trust too much,
I don't want to bother

So I keep it inside
And bury it deep
I know it's not healthy
But you won't hear a peep"

-🎵mxmtoon - feelings are fatal