The Third Part Of Me ~Hikaru, Haruhi, Kaoru

Chapter 3

-Haruhi's POV-

Hikaru just left me confused in the laundry room where he just kissed me. He confessed to me and now I feel like a heartless bastard for letting run and not explaining myself. I wasn't coming up with excuses for me to not answer him. I just don't know how I exactly feel. I feel lost and all I can feel is his lips on mine. What can I even say to make up for this?

-Kaoru's POV-

Those pancakes were good. They really cheered me up. I don't know what to do with myself for the rest of day so~ maybe some extra sleep will help. I walk up to my room expecting to be alone. I wonder how Hikaru's sudden idea went. What could it have been. I wonder if he did something bold. Hmm.. Maybe I should.

Maybe twenty minutes into my nap the door opens wide. Its gotta be Hikaru.

"So how did it go?" I ask as I roll over to see--- "HARUHI!"

Haruhi was standing at the door in her uniform, cute. She looks.. Upset? I sit up from bed.

"Are you ok?"

"Um.. I dont know.." Haruhi speaks with her voice breaking down

Somethings wrong. I stand up and walk over to her wrapping my arms around her. She doesn't move or anything.

"Whats going on, talk to me."

"Its.. Hikaru.."

My eyes widen. "Is he ok!?"

"He's not hurt. If that's what you're asking."

My mind and body eases a bit after hearing that.

"What did he do?"

Haruhi looks up at me as if she is lost. She can't find the words. She's speechless. Without thinking I lean in kiss her soft lips. To my surprise my eyes widen to see her eyes widen as well. I lean out and she looks even more upset. I upset her..

"I- I'm sorry. I d-don't know w-what I was thinking.. Lets just forget it happened..."

Haruhi just stands there a little amazed and then just takes a step back.

"H-Haruhi..?"

She takes another step back and keeps walking until she's completely gone. I just let her walk away. I shake my head getting her and my mistake out of it. Haruhi was clearly here for my brother and if something is wrong I need to help him.

I walk out of the room and start my search looking for my other half. I look all over the manor, but no sign of him. I ask all around, but nothing. I even call his phone, but no answer. Where could he be? Whats going through his mind to be just disappear?

My feet start to slow down with every step. My pace just starts to decrease almost into nothing. My mind takes to me the thoughts I need to push away. I kissed Haruhi and she walked away. I can't believe I did that. I can't believe I forced myself onto her in any way. Even if it was just a simply kiss. I did it to her. Wait! Did I just steal her first kiss, with a guy of course? Does she hate me.. Did I just trigger her?

I shake my head again and pick up my pace as I walk out of the manor. I look down at the ground to see foot steps. Idetical to mine. Hikaru! HIKARU!! I start running following the foot steps until there's no more. When the trail ends I stand in front of a tree. Confused, I look up to see one. Then I hear little sobs.

"Hikaru?" I ask softly as I look behind the tree.

"Leave me alone..." Hikaru sobs.

I walk over to him and sit by him. Hikaru has his head in his knees and his arms holding them close to his chest. Poor Hikaru..

"Haruhi was looking for you.. She's worried and I am too."

"Why is she..?"

"That is something you're gonna have to ask her yourself, but brother." I wrap my arm around his curled up body position. "Please don't keep a secret from me. What's going on?"

Hikaru begins to cry even more. This must be serious. Dont rush him, be patient.

"I.. I kissed... Haruhi..."

My heart breaks when I hear this. I also feel bad, worse than before. I kissed Haruhi probably not twenty minutes after Hikaru did. I'm such a bad brother. No wonder why she walked away from me and was looking fpr Hikaru.

"Hikaru.. Put away your tears and go talk to her. She was looking for you."

"Maybe.. But she can't see me like this. She'll think I am a big baby!"

"Acting like this maybe."

"Can you tell her to meet me tonight by the garden maze and fountain?"

My heart stops for a few seconds. I can't deny my brother's request. He needs me to be there for him right now.

"Of course."

I pull out my phone and send a text to Haruhi. God.. I messed up and its my fault. I shouldn't have done what I did. I wouldn't have if I knew my brother already kissed her.

-Haruhi's POV-

Wow.. What a morning.. All I wanted to do was work and the twins had to distract me. I shouldn't be thinking about it. Ugh! Now I got their lips stuck in my mind.

Hikaru and Kaoru both took me by surprise. Shocking as they both were its kinda hard to tell if this is some kind of game. Ugh.. I don't think they would go as far to play with my emotions. Thats all it can be is a game. There's no way they both meant to tease me. They don't like me any how. I look like a dude and there's a bunch more reasons why they can't like me. It was just a meaniless kiss. That's how I have to see it.

I start working on cleaning the kitchen, but no matter how hard I try to push the memories out of my head they always find they're way back. Something about their kiss just keeps distracting me and I don't know what for.