MY LOVE. MY DRUG

Chapter 9: just you and me

Chapter 9: Im out

Tee's POV

I tried my best this past few weeks to be a better son as my father said. I went to the seminar he asks me to, didnt party for 2 weeks, didnt flirt around with anyone, study, and so now I am free. I barely survived the past 2 weeks but good thing that P'tae always calls me. checks on me. as if I havent done anything to him. he is one considerate P. Never did he open up about what happened. When I think about it. 2 things come up in my head. One the reason why he acts that way is he is being considerate and he might actually lllik no I think the second thing is much accurate which is he doesnt care at all since we are bros. nothing more nothing less. Yeah thats right! But anyway I wont think too much about it anymore. Everything is back to normal. Im not grounded anymore and I can go out already. Since my friends are not here me and P'tae planned to go out. we met at the mall as early as 9am.

"woah! you are this excited to go out that we actually need to meet at 9"
"yes P! i felt suffocated at home"
"very well then! what would you like to do first?"
"lets go and have breakfast. Im hungry right now"

we decided to eat a good amount of breakfast. I ordered a lot!

"hey can you finish it all?"
"probably P. im actually pretty stressed for the past 2 weeks. no party. no girls. no nothing"
"oh i see. very well then lets eat"

he smiles at me but I could actually a tinge of sadness maybe. I dont know. I dont want to assume things. Cause even if we talk casually right now I know for a fact that he got upset when I kissed him and damn it I still cant forget how the kiss went and how hurt I was when he said that everything is just a dream. It made me feel like I commited a mistake. Well I guess it is, since I shouldnt feel this way cause he doesnt feel the same way and yes I have fallen for him but I wont confess not now not ever maybe I just dont want him to stay away from me and I dont want to invest so much feelings into this cause I dont want to get hurt anymore.

Tae's POV

Im not sure what happened with Tee but we just ate in silence. He doesnt talk too much. It seems like he is upset about something but he would always give me that fake smile and I dont want him doing that I want him to smile genuinely. So right after we had our breakfast I ask him to go with me to check on some books. Im not really a fan of reading books but Tee likes it so much. He is a playboy Yes but he likes to read books thats why this kid is smart as hell.  

"ei Tee. Ill show you to a great cafe. I think you would love it"

we walk towards the cafe that also has different sets of books. Its a newly opened cafe by one of my childhood friends. After we arrived we just ordered some drinks since we already ate. He was looking for a place to sit then my friend showed up then he hugs me tight.

"awww Tae you are now here!! so where is your date?"
"hey tone it down. Im gonna smack you in your head"
"oyyy! Im still your p but oh seems like I saw him already. he is cute but he is giving me a look that could kill"
"dude his mine"
"i said call me P!!"
"fine P his mine"
"well he is all yours I dont think he likes me though 55555"

we went closer to the table that he found and I introduce him.

"nong tee this is P'bright. one of my childhood friends and he is also the owner of this place"
"hi nong. nice to meet you."
"hi P."
"hmmmm. well anyway. I would like to take you guys to a special place in this cafe."

we walk towards the door that looks very old.

"dude. this cafe is new but didnt you have enough budget to get a good door"
"shut it!! this is the twist of this cafe cause only members can go here. you are lucky enough that Ill bring you inside"
"er er. lets see how special this place is"