"Haya how are you feeling now" Amma (Nanny) asked haya who was lost way too far in her throughs. "Haya Beta(child) " she said while placing her hand on her cheek. As Amma's hand came in contact with her face she flinched a little.
"Yes Amma" she responded to her as she came out of her thoughts.
"I asked you, that how are you feeling beta " She said while putting a small smile on her face
"I dont know ... Amma .... I dont know ....." she said while looking straight into Amma's eyes and shrugged a little. This was her answer after remaining unconscious in fever for 3 days
Amma could see the pain, vulnerability and the sadness in her eyes. She didn't knew what happened to her but she could tell her one thing that she had true believe on " Everything is going to be alright" she said while caressing her cheek " Allah (SWT) is the best planner have patience beta(child) "
Haya placed her hand on hers, which was caressing her cheek, looking into Amma's eyes she said "Amma ... do ..youuu remember Shayan .... " Haya begins and a tear trickles down form her eye, she lowered her eyes and then again looked into Amma's eyes "Amma i tried so hardddd....so hard to be the one but i never was the one " a sob escaped form mouth" he... flirted with me . He.... laughed with me Amma. We.. were ..always together . We ...used to talk till mornings. From head to toe I turned myself the way he wanted "she said while motion her finger form head to toe " I even cutted my hair the way he liked "she said while touching few strands of her hair " Amma ....He..... was the one to complement me ..... when I wore some new t-shirt, jeans or shorts " sob " . Amma .... but when I asked him to.... marry me he said I looked like a... slut and why would he marry a girl who doesn't even how to boil a egg ...... " she removed Amma's hand form her cheek and took it in her both hands "He said I was never ..... the one. Amma how can this happened to me i did every single thing that he liked. How can he do this to me. Allah is the best planner then how can be this ALLAH's plan for me I dont understand Amma" sob "I...I don't understand Amma" Haya said sobbing with hiccups
Amma comes forward pulling Haya into a hug and start rubbing her back, to calm her down " Am...ma ...I ..am in pain" Haya says while hugging her back.
"Shhh everything is going to be alright Allah(SWT) is best planner he must have planned something for you. He the one who never forgets even those who forget him. He created everyone for a reason, its just they have to find it. He must have a reason for your creation too, its just that you have to find it now"
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SpiritualLost, a totally different story from other A girl named Haya, like every girl dreamed a happy life after marrying his childhood crush but turn of events lead her from her party life to heart break then change of life style and then a decision which...