useless(markyong/taemark)

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Again... I woke up. Somehow my wish didn't come true. I wish that I never need to wake up anymore. I'm just wishing that i will be found dead this morning. So everyone else can be happy. They don't have to look at this ugly creature,everyday,everytime.

I'm just a useless kid. I wish i never born in this family. My parents already dead when i was born,20 years ago. I wish i will just die along with them. So i will never be suffered like now. I wish that they were still alive and they could be by my side.

How did i live?

Well good question.

My late grandmother took care of me till i was 18. She was a great person. She took care of me after all this years. And she always be there for me no matter what. But now,here i am.

Still lying on the bed. Thinking how unfair is life to keep making me alive when i nearly died 20 years back then.

Yeah you may call me stupid for thinking those thing...but it's true... I'm so f*cking useless.

And i have no reason to hate people calling me that shit.

I am useless after all.
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Finally back to Korea. It had been a while since i left this country. A lot of things change. Maybe for some reason.

Btw,my name is mark lee. Not marglee or something. Well people keep calling me weird name and i don't get it how they keep calling me those even though they already knew the way to pronounce.

Duhhh..

Well i hope that i can make some new friends and maybe a boyfriend...
Yeah let's think about that later.

~Hi guys this is authornim and i hope you guys can wait for the next chapter.and i hope you guys will like it. And most of all feel free to comment your thoughts about this stupid story. Bye.