useless(markyong/taemark)

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Taeyong POV

Then...he already knew my name. And I knew he will regret talking to me later on. Maybe he will become same as others. Who treat  me like an ugly creature...

Yes, I know I am not good looking like others.

If I just stay away from everyone else,I won't be here. If the rumors did not spread before I can explain everything I won't be treated like this. I'm tired of living. I'm done of living. Why can't god hear me? I just wanna
  die. It's simple. The god can just do it. Why is it so hard. Why I was left alone?!

"Sunbaenim... ". He suddenly spoke. I don't know why,but this beautiful guy make my heart flutter and my Stomach made a flip whenever he spoke.

On that time I realize that I fall in love with him. First Love.

And that was a bad thing. He will be hurt by others if they knew. And he will distance himself from me. And he might be the one who will hurt me,showing others how much he hates me. I'm ready for it.

And yes, I don't wanna hurt him.

Or it's me the one who is afraid he will hurt me.

" Sunbaeeenimmm."

Oh, I forgot that I left him hanging.

"Sorry Mark, I spaced out." I look at him terrified. Shit, he will hate me now.

"I ask what class you are in." He said and pout. Oh god, don't make me wanna pinch this cute guy right in front of me. He is so lovely and adorable. I can hug and shower him with kisses all day long without getting bored.

"I am in architecture."

He smiled. His smile is really beautiful. He can make all of girls melt for him.even guys.

"Woah,I also took architecture. I hope we are in the same class tho..."

No, don't. You will get hurt.

Mark POV

This guy is so beautiful. I can't take my eyes off him although for a second. He is perfect. He sharp jawline that make me wanna kiss him. His black oversized sweater that show off his beautiful neck that make me wanna mark it. His pinky lips that me wanna taste it badly.

Wait..WTF. Mark, you are straight! Totally straight as a ruler.

This guy is a guy! A guy! Yes, he is handsome,he is perfect. And he is totally perfect for me...what!!!again!!! Mark! For goodness sake.

"We're here." This beautiful angel...I mean guy. This guy suddenly spoke.

"I think this it." He continued.

I look at him and felt my heart fall suddenly.

"Well, see you around...maybe." He said while rubbing his nape.

"Yeah,sure.Th.." He left.

I don't even had a chance to say thank you. Maybe next time. That's mean I still had a chance to talk to him.