useless(markyong/taemark)

10

It's had been almost a week since I left Mark behind. Although it's just our first meeting I could tell that I fall for him so bad. Earning more of him. All of him. I miss him so bad. I felt like my chest ripped apart whenever I thought about he will never love me back. He will never be the one. He will hate me.

Flashback

Warning! Abusive!

After my parents left me behind... My uncle took me for granted. My family earn a whole million dollars back then. He just wanted to have the money. He never took care of me. He screamed to me every day. Hitting me up. Leaving ugly scars on my back. And most of all

He was abusive.

He will throw any bottle to me whenever I came back home. I worked as a part time job at a chicken stall. Its not that I didn't have any money. I just wanna left the house. Yes, I could buy a million worth it house. But I still illegal back then. I wished that I died that day. The day when everything when black. Turning me into a monster.

An ugly monster.

That day

"Where the fuck you had been?!"

He yelled. Throwing a bottle of alcoholic beverage. My sense work really well whenever I am at home. Being able to slip through without getting hurt.

His smelled was always around the house. His lazy and crusty ass really need to be kicked from this house. My house

I wish he was drown in it. He smelled like a shit.

A fucking piece of shit!

"I asked you! Where had you been?! You fucking bitch! "

I stayed silent. Fighting a stupid person like him is not worth it. It's just wasting my entire already shitty life.

Suddenly,he trapped me between his arm. He breathed right beside my left ear.

"Are you deaf? Baby boy..."

I felt like I'm gonna throw up. It's the first time he called me that...

My thought were caught off when he suddenly bit my earlobes. Sucking hard on it.

It's not making me felt pleasure. Only pain. And I am disgusted. With this ugly old man.

He suddenly took both of my arms pinning it to wall behind me. I accidentally yelps from the sudden contact. My body was shivering. Not being able to think. He whispered.

"You look so good if my dick in your pretty ass."

He suddenly turn me around. Buckling my belt. I tried to squirm away.

I quickly grab a bottle and hit him on the head.

Blood started to flow. Realization hit me hard when he collapsed beside of me. Blood started to pull around him. I'm froze. Suddenly I heard  sirens. On that time,I knew I'm fucked up.