In love with Adym Yorba

Chapter 82

Kevin sighs, completely ignoring what I said, "I know you're mad at me but I had a reason to do that. It wasn't a good reason but still.."

"Kevin" I growl, "Just shut up!"

"Where are we going?" He asks.

I feel angry and sad at the same time. As if I'm angry to the point of fighting someone but hurt to the poing of crying. I pull the car to a curb and park the car in front of a random house and lay my head on the steering wheel, trying to control my emotions. I take some deep breaths as I sit there.

"Ma?" Kevin asks, putting a hand on my shoulder, "Are you okay? Do you want me to drive?"

"Of course Kevin" I say sarcastically, "I'm totally fine! Because I just love sitting here for no reason!"

He sighs, "Wanna go to the park?"

As much as I wanna go home, thinking about the problem will just make it worse so I might as well get it over with and talk to him.

I look up at him with tears in my eyes, "Fine."

"I'll drive." He says, getting out of the car.

We switch seats and pretty soon We're on our way to the park. It takes about 10 minutes to get there and once we do we grab out drinks and begin walking around.

"So" Kevin says, trying to break the silence, "Look.. I'm really sorry about what happened.."

"Kevin." I sigh, "Why the hell do you have to be so difficult?! Like I don't get why you have to start problems like this!!"

"I dunno.." He shrugs, "I didn't mean to it's just when I saw you with him it reminded me of when we first dated and after we broke up all these boys continued to follow you around. But you never even looked their way.. It hurt because I thought about how you used to look at me like that before we broke up and when we got back together I got to see that little look you have when you're in a relationship.. When you love someone.. It just made me jealous because I thought I'd lose everything if you went back with Adym and after the kiss.. Ya know my mind just started to wonder.."

"Kevin you don't have to worry about that. We're just friends okay?" I sigh.

"I just keep fucking up lately and I don't wanna fuck up this relationship." He begins to get angry.

"So you need to work on your grades?" I ask.

He nods, "I keep getting distracted by everything and I dunno what's going on. You keep me focused."

"Okay.. Well call me when you get everything back to normal okay?" I state.

"What?" He says.

I take a deep breath, "Let me know when your life is stable enough to hold a relationship okay?"

"What? No. My life is stable enough for a relationship! You keep me stable!!" He pleads.

"Kev I love you but I've got a life too and I'm trying to live my life which includes being able to talk to my friends and family and be able to go to their house without constantly worrying about you!!" I explain.

"You don't have to worry about me!" He breaths, "Skylar I'm trying to change. It's just my life just got turned around for a little bit but when I got back with you it was better!"

"Kevin you're fighting with Adym who's also my friend." I sigh.

"Yeah well he accused you of cheating!" He points out.

"Because of a picture you posted with you're caption" I clarify.

"But he didn't believe you when you told the truth" he adds.

"Kev can we just not do this today? I've got a major headache okay?" I say.

Kevin nods, walking back to the car. We both get in as he drives the car home in complete silence. Once we get to my apartment he stops before handing me the keys,

"So.. Where do this leave us?"

"What?" I ask, rubbing my head.

"What about our relationship?" He questions.

"I.... I dunno.." I shrug, grabbing my keys from his hand.

We get out of the car and I begin walking to my apartment when he runs over to me and hugs me,

"I never meant to hurt you and I never meant for it to turn out like this. I hope you can forgive me ma.. I love you.."

He quickly kisses my forehead before walking to his car. I walk into my apartment and immediately go to my room where I lock the door and begin showering. After my my shower I get out and throw on Calvin Klein shorts with a PINK crop top. I spread out on the bed and grab my phone to see 5 missed calls from Adym and 8 text messages from him. Along with 6 messages from Kevin. Why is life so stressful?!

Tbc.

Soooooo I have 2 projects that I've had for the last month and haven't started.. Sooo thats due on monday and I need to start them tonight and maybe finish them tomorrow so I plan on updating again tonight but if I don't then I'm obviously still working on the projects cause ya girl is currently failing the 8th grade and guess what? Finals are this tuesday so um fml.💀