A fine china blessing

Blessings point of view

Right now, at this very moment. I am sitting in the back of a Black SUV with a very un happy Chris brown. I am Blessing Brown, I just turned 9 6 months ago . My mother passed from stage 4 breast cancer she was the light of my eyes. Now my light dimmed, it's only been 6 weeks, since she passed.

"Chris...are you mad?" I ask turning to face him.

"Mad? no. There's no word to describe how I'm feeling right now, but it's not mad." he says.

"So you don't believe I'm your daughter?" I blurt out without thinking.

"Blessing, I never said that." he looks directly at me

"But do you?" I ask.

"Yea, I think you're my daughter because you look just like me." he says

"Good, because I am."

"I'm sorry about your mother." he says.

"Sorry won't help what's already been gone, that's like me stabbing you in the heart and saying you'll live a perfect life." I respond.

"Ummmmm.... ok." he shrugs off my response.

"Look honestly, I barely know anything about and the thought of having a daughter just shot my vibe in the heart. But now I that I have one, I can't give you back or anything. But I'm going to be honest, I know nothing about raising a little girl." He says.

"And I know nothing about raising a grown boy." I smile.

"Excuse me?" he says.

"You're excused." I look back at the window.

"First off, you gonna have to respect me, don't get smart with me, and lose the attitude." he says.

"Whatever."

"I'm not playing with you, little girl." He looks directly at me.

"Okay." I roll my eyes.

"You went to school?" he asks.

"Yea. why?"

"Because your going back." I see him texting yes, to someone on his phone.

"Aren't celebrities kids home schooled or something?"

"Yea I guess, but I want you to go to real school."

"Why?" I ask

"Why do you ask so many questions? because I want you too." He sighs.

That's when his phone goes off, it's playing love more. I know that song forward and backward.

"Hey Kae?"

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"Yea, were like 10 minutes away."

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"Aii, bae I'll see you when we get there."

*end call*

"Are you and Kae like boyfriend, girlfriend or something?"

He just looks at me.

"Nevermind." I throw my hands back in defense

He laughs.

"You just ask a lot of questions." he says.

"That's because, well for one your Chris brown, for two you're my dad and for three this is my first time meeting you." I defend.

"How about tonight, while were eating dinner you can ask me as many questions as you want."

I smile and nod, suddenly we pull up to the gates of a huge house and there's a bunch of paparazzi.