My hands tremble at the thought of you
My stomach knots up knowing you're out there
My brain stops working because you'll be out of jail soon
I have so many words for you, but none I'll ever speak
That would mean I'd have to see you
I dont want to see your stone cold eyes
I dont want to see your wrinkled skin
I dont want to see the hands that touched me, her, her mother and so many other innocents
I just wish you would die
You dont deserve to breathe
Not after what you took from me
You're selfish
You're disgusting
You're a damn disappointment
You're a waste of tax payer money
I hope the day you get out, that something kills you
I hope you suffer the way that I have for three years
You've made me petrified of the dumbest shit
But I cant help it
I cant help that you attacked me
But it will always feel like my fault
