I had a dream about you
How you touched me
Grabbed me
Made me feel
I had a dream about you
How you cornered me
Pinned me
Terrified me
You acted innocent
But you ripped my clothes off
You forced yourself on me
You made me be quiet
You refused to hear my pleads
You said I'd asked for it
You said I was just too good
To pass up
You said it would be our secret
That if any one knew
You'd kill me
And find a new toy
You said I should feel special
It wasnt every day you picked
A below average girl
A suicidal whore
I didn't want any other girls
To get hurt
So I shut my mouth
Even though it drove her away
You said I couldn't tell her
As your hand covered my mouth
And you jumped on me
You told me I should try guys again
Every time she touched me
I thought of you
And you
It made me gag
She thought she was the problem
So she left
And found someone
Without trauma
You told me things would get
Better
You yelled at me for crying
For not looking at you
You told me I was a slut
Sleeping with two guys
But I wasn't given a choice
But I'm still a slut
I lost my whole world
I was done
I had nothing
So I became there's for
The rest
Of my
Life
Thank god that was just a dream
But it feels all too real..
