Unspeakable Love (Stan Marsh X Reader)

Chapter 6

Y/n's POV

Wendy was pretty mad about Stan's choice but I applauded of it, it's about time he stood up for himself. I had half a beer and my stomach was already irritated with my choices. I was watching Kenny try and convince me to dance with him but I wasn't having it. Kenny was totally trashed he had no shirt on and I was waiting for the pants to fly off to be honest. Kyle was up dancing with another chick and Cartman was in the corner of the room playing spin the bottle with a couple people.

Stan and I sat on the couch and I was alright with that, I'm pretty sure Stan was drunk. "Hey Y/n?" "Hm?" I look over at Stan "wanna play something?" Like?" I ask for elaboration "truth or dare" "if you want to, sure let's go get a bunch of people" I was about to get up but Stan pulled me back "everyone is a little bit busy right now how about just us?" His tongue slurred.

"Okay" I say laying back into the sofa "you go first." "Stan truth or dare?" I ask, he looks off thinking "truth" "that's boring" I tease "I'm warming up don't worry" Stan says with a smile. I wasn't going to give him a hard question something more easy since he was mentally unstable. "Are you happy?" I ask "I'm happy right now" "that's good" I nod "because your here" my eyes widen with surprise at his answers, but then I smile in response "that's very sweet of you Stan."

"Truth or dare?" "Dare" I say bravely Stan smirks at my courage to go first. "I dare you to kiss me" my hearts pounds quickly in my chest.

"W-what?" "On the cheek" "w-wouldn't Wendy get mad if I did that?" I ask with a panicked tone "she's off dancing with other dudes why shouldn't I have fun too? I'm sure she won't be mad." I highly doubt that, this is me we're talking about she hates me.

I lean over and quickly plant a kiss on Stan's cheek when I sit back Stan was smiling ear to ear. My cheeks begin to tingle "that wasn't so bad right?" "R-right..." I say in a flustered tone.

There was a small moment of silence and thankfully Craig and Kyle walk up to us. "You made up now?" Craig grins "Ya" Stan slurs "someone had a little to much to drink" Kyle sighs crossing his arms.

"I guess the three beers caught up to me" Stan stated as Kyle crossed his arms "I told you to only have two" I saying giving Stan a stern look "lighten up n/n,  you're so cute when your angry" Kyle and Craig send each other widen stares.

"Okay Stan time to go home" Kyle announces pulling him off the couch "but I want to stay with Y/n" he whines "she's going home too." I stand up and smile at Craig "why does he get to take her home?" "Because you're too drunk. Bye guys" Kyle waves pulling Stan with him.

"Have a safe drive" I wave, Craig looks at me "what?" I say giving him a confused look "I think Stan likes you deep down" "no he doesn't" I deny, Craig sighs irritated as we leave the party.

"Why are you so stubborn?" Craig questions.
I shrug in response "prove me other wise" I say getting in on the other side of the truck. Craig closes the door and starts the truck "he was flirting with you a couple of minutes ago" "he's drunk" I say putting on my seat belt.

"Exactly a drunken mind speaks honest thoughts it's like a truth serum. He just won't admit it for the same reason you don't, because of Wendy. He thinks Wendy is all the world has to offer and you deny your feelings because of Wendy" Craig goes on.

"I don't like him Craig" "bullshit and we both know it" I sigh in response. "Okay okay! I do but I don't want too. So let me say no, maybe if I hear it enough I'll stop liking him" I frown.

Craig puts the truck into gear and begins driving back to his place "Y/n you don't stop loving someone you learn to live without them" I look over at Craig his blue eyes were focused on the road. "I know. You always tell me that" I say shifting in my seat.

"College will be better there'll be more people."

Craig's right I denied every feeling I have for Stan but what was I supposed to do? Fall in love with Stan more while he has a girlfriend? Bad idea, that could ruin my friendship with him and I'd be labelled as a whore. Love is stupid on so many levels, the star football player in love with the head cheerleader? It's like most of those cringy high school romance movies. Regardless if I want Stan to be mine so badly I have to let him go he's happy and that's what matters.

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Stan's POV

"Y/n looked great tonight hey Kyle?" I say laying my head back on the seat "ya she did" "Kyle" "yes?" "Do you like Y/n?" I ask "no" I swore he was lying but I shrugged it off.

"Good I guess" "why is that good? Do you not what her to be with someone?" Kyle questions. I scratch the back of head "no, I get jealous especially when she hangs out with Craig she seems so happy..." I frown.

Kyle chuckles "if you like her why don't you date her?" "Dude I have a girlfriend remember?" I answer giving Kyle an annoyed look "you could always break up" "I'm not dumping Wendy for Y/n that's rude."

"You worry too much about what other people say dude. Do stuff that makes you happy once in awhile" I cross my arms "I am happy" Kyle rolls his eyes "you're so fucking stubborn" "no I'm not" "ya you are!" Kyle yells, our conversation goes silent.

I watch cars pass by us on the way "I'm just saying if things don't work out with you and Wendy don't be afraid to say no or break up because there's other good people" "I know Kyle" I hiss. "I'm just saying" he answers defensively.

What's his problem?

We pull into my drive way "try not to be loud so you don't wake your parents up, got it?" "Right, night man" "night." I get out of the car and walk up to my house. I open the door quietly as the lights of the vehicle slowly disappear. Quietly I make my way up the stairs and into my room. I close the door using my phone as a source of light and I crawl under the bed sheets.

Glancing over the notification on my screen I sigh. Most were from Wendy, ripping me a new asshole because of how I acted earlier. Shaking my head I go on social media Y/n's profile pops up in my fed. I select the posted photo and it was a picture of her and Craig. I could feel my mood turning sour.

She looks to happy with him....

I wonder if I make her happy like Craig does?Thinking about Y/n so much caused my stomach to turn I quickly shot up from my bed and ran to the bathroom.

I bend over the toilet as my stomach clenches itself. "Stanley?" That was the sound of my mother's voice I mutter a shit once I stop. "Are you okay?" I nod my head "did you take your meds?" I got up and flushed the toilet and washed my face.

I look over at my mom "yes" "then why did you puke are you sick?" Why did I puke? Usually the medication would stop me from vomiting even if I was sick. Unless I was feeling extremely strong about something... no! It's probably the beer, ya it's the beer.

"I think I might of had a little to much junk food mom it's okay" my mother sighs in relief "oh okay I'm going to go back to bed if you need me don't be afraid to wake me up." I nod as I turn off the light in the bathroom and walk back to my room. I'm going to have a hang over aren't I?