Long time no rant, well let's get started.
So right now I'm basically booked for the next year. I have 2 advanced classes and 1 AP course. I have marching band/ drumline (drumline will probably be year round) at least 2-3 days a week plus football games and parades. I have club swim which is at night (7:30-9:00) at least 2 days a week.
So right now I'm swimming for my school and I wanna do the actually team next year with my two friends and my two higher grade friends. The problem is, next year is their last year at that school then they're away at college, and next year I'm just entering that school. And my parents are like "Uni it's your first year at that school and you'll be too stressed". And I want to do it really bad so I can be with the two girls who are graduating. I told my parents that I'll just do it this year and if it stresses me out then I'll quit. They said no though. They're on the same swim club as me but in a higher level though. My parent's day that I'll see them at meets, but I've never seen them at a single meet before.
Now I'm just trying on and off. I just wanna be with them before they leave and I'll never see them again. Oh look, I'm crying again.