The Past Returns

Chapter 55

I feel bad about it. He doesn't deserve that. But he told me he doesn't care. All he cares about is me and this child. I am falling for him even more everyday I am with him.

Today was the weekend. I wanted to head to the grocery store to get something for the house. Quinn was busy today with her school work. So, I told her I would go. She gave me her card to buy the grocery.

I then called Ryder see if he could take me. Jake was busy with his family today. I totally understand. He has been helping me out a lot since I got out of the hospital.

"Hey Ryder." I said when I got into his car.

"Hey." He said.

"Thanks for taking me. This is a really big help." I told him.

"No problem. I am always here to help." He told me.

We then got to the store. I got my list out. Ryder got me a cart. I was pushing it down the allies. I could feel eyes on me. This was one thing I hate the most. The looks I get. Always the whispers I hear.

"Hey are you okay?" Ruder asked me.

"Yeah. It's fine. I'm sadly use to it." I told him truthfully. I just kept on going.

"Just ignore them. They don't matter." He told me.

"Your guy is right. They don't matter. People will always judge. They have no lives." An older woman said.

The two-women heard what she said and walked away quickly. I couldn't help but smile. I then said,

"Thanks for that."

"No problem. I could understand. I had my first daughter at your age. She was a blessing to me. May I ask. What are you having?" She asked me.

"A girl." I told her.

"Oh, what fun you are going to have. I have to say having a child is the best thing. Mostly girls. No offence." She said to Ryder.

"None taking." He said.

"I am excited. Thanks again for all that. I really needed to here that." I told her truthfully.

"No problem honeys. Here. This is a group of women that understand if you ever want to talk to someone." She said handing me a card.

"Thanks." I said.

I looked at the card. She then was gone. I looked over to Ryder. I then walked the away she went. I wanted to get her name. But I then couldn't find her.

Ryder and I got done with the shopping then headed home. Ryder helped me carry all the bags into the house. He also helped me put the food and everything away.

"Hey guys." Quinn said coming into the kitchen.

"Hey Quinn." I said. I was still looking at the card. I haven't stopped looking at it.

"What do you have there?" She asked me.

I then handed the card to her. She looked at it. I also told her how I got it. She then said,

"I totally forgot about them. I haven't this name since I was pregnant. They are a big here. If you want to go and see it. I can take you."

"Yeah. I would love that." I said.

So, tomorrow Quinn and I were going to check it out. I was getting excited. I might get to meet people around my age. He storied from other stories. Have more help and people to talk to.