BTS 8th Member Scenarios

Sunny Day

I know I said the next chapter would probably be angst but I suddenly feel happy idk

Soogi was sitting on her bed with her laptop in front of her, playing SVT's Trauma on loop while also fangirling fairly loudly over SVT. Since everyone had a day off and everyone was 'busy', Soogi got some time to herself.

By busy I mean:
Jin is making up random recipes to force everyone to eat

Suga is asleep (at 3 P.M.)

The Sun is spreading sunshine by making lots of Twitter posts

RM is doing something in his studio

Jimin is interrupting RM in his studio by making hearts at the door

(Also spoilers for Hwarang for Tae's thing you have been warned if you haven't watched episode 18I think that's the one)

(lots of skipping so you dont accidentally see this if you didnt watch Hwarang)

Tae is watching his death in Hwarang on loop while sobbing unreasonably loudly

and Jungkook is playing Overwatch

Yes, everything was fine for this group of fucking soft-ass psychos that everyone loves.

Soogi went to Twitter to read hate comments because why not. She saw some pretty hateful shit but today was her day off so she's just smiling and laughing while responding politely to some of them, each reply ending with a :). She was still happy, the hate comments bouncing off of her and going unnoticed by her sensitive smol self. 

But now she suddenly feels so... pressured. She doesn't know why. She doesn't like feeling like this. It makes her anxious and sad. It makes her feel like she should do something but instead she's just wasting valuable time. She can't figure it out.

Soogi finally snapped back into reality to notice that she's been continuously staring at one comment.

whydoiexistlol
Soogi ~ bts

Everytime I see Soogi I just wanna fucking vomit. She looks like a fucking failed abortion. Just her name makes me want to gag. She doesn't belong in bts, she's corrupting our precious babies and making them start to become completely fucking useless to us ARMYs. I hope the other members beat her to death. (sadly based off a real tweet I saw about Jungkook :(

Soogi continued to stare at the screen before slamming her laptop shut, not noticing the tears streaming down her face. She locked the door and closed the curtains, walking over to her desk and grabbing a piece of paper. After reading that she felt... Inspired. She began to write until the whole page was full.

It wasn't a song.

It wasn't a poem.

It wasn't a story.

It was something else.

She didn't know whether it was better or worse than the others. She slid the paper under her door, leaving it in the hall. Soogi walked over to one of her windows, opening the curtains and the window itself. She stuck her head out the window, fake smiling to herself while looking at some trees. 

A few hours went by, the entire time Soogi was thinking about something extremely important. She made up her mind. She knew what to do to ignore all the hate. Soogi smiled again, a real smile.

Five more minutes. Soogi is sitting on the windowsill now. She rolled her sleeve up, looking at her wrist. It was covered with cuts. Some made weeks before and some made just one hour ago. Blood stained her arms and sleeves. She didn't care. She wouldn't have to.

Soogi slowly leaned forward until she didn't feel anything below her anymore. She was cold and then it hit her. She wasn't even awake.

Was it a dream? She can't figure it out. Her eyes are closed, she hears people talking and it feels like she's in a bed. Soogi opened her eyes and sat up, expecting to see whoever was talking. Nothing. It's still all black.

Her vision cleared and someone was lying on the ground in front of her. It was herself. She was looking at her own body just lying there, lifeless. She heard screaming and crying. Her head turned to see the others accompanied by... Police and an ambulance..?

It was Yoongi. Yoongi was the one making all of the noise. She tried to move but her legs wouldn't move. Her visions got darker as she looked at her hand. It wasn't there anymore. Within minutes, Soogi's near transparent form was just gone. Almost like it was never there in the first place.

Now it was just darkness again. She was nothing. She couldn't scream. She couldn't see. She couldn't move. She didn't exist anymore. And that was it.

이수기 (pretty sure this is how you would spell Lee Soo-Gi)
Time of death: 5:47 P.M. May 14, 2018
Cause of death: Suicide (presumably jumped from her room window and then suffering severe brain damage from the fall)

GOTCHA BITCH IT WAS ANGST ALL ALONG WOOOO

So what do you think :)