POLARIODS AND PILLOWS.

three

jimin wakes up startled as his phone rings loudly, disrupting the silence. "shit.." jimin says before running his fingers through his hair and grabbing his phone off the counter.

jimin mentally thanks himself for not going too deel into littlespace as he awnsers the phone. "what the fuck do you want yoongi?" jimin says, pretending to be annoyed.

"so i was at the supermarket right, and i see this girl getting a carton of milk. once she saw me kind of staring, she smiled at me and waved over."

jimin rolls his eyes as he realizes its just another one of yoongis relationship stories. though hed never admit it, jimin hated hearing how yoongi was always pining after girls like that.

"she was so hot jimin. we got to talking as we walked around the store together, and she gave me her number!" yoongi says happily. "she even winked at me as she was leaving."

jimin sighs as he rolls on his side, putting yoongi on speaker phone. "thats great hyung, whats her name?"

crickets.

"yoongi!" jimin scolds him as he he hears yoongi curse under his breath. "you are hopeless." jimin says, petting one of his stuffed toys mindlessly.

"i didnt even think about it! ill be sure to ask her when i text her." yoongi says, unaware of how broken jimin feels in this moment.

"well i have better things to do rather than hear about your disapointing story." jimin says as he sits up from his bed.

"since when? do you have plans?" yoongi asks, curious. "yeah, im actually meeting jungkook at the park in an hour so i have to go." jimin hangs up the phone abruptly, knowing that yoongi dosent like jungkook very much and didnt feel like hearing him bitch about it.

he texts jungkook saying that hes getting ready, and jungkook replies with a smiley face. what a cutie.

jungkook is the only person that knows that jimin is a little. he has always been supportive, and comes to jimins house often when jimin is deep in little space to ensure jimin is safe.

jungkook is also the only one that knows jimin is gay. yoongi is jimins best friend, but jimin trusts jungkook more with things like that. he just dosent know how yoongi would react.

jimin gets ready as he thinks about various topics, like how yoongi can actually think hes gonna fall in love with someone from the fucking grocery store.

the way yoongi lives his life dosent make sense to jimin. meeting girls, treating them like shit, and then coming strait back to jimin to complain.

yoongi complains a lot, jimin has noticed over the years. about him, girls, his parents, kids... but as much as his words stab through jimin like a knife, he would rather be the one yoongi goes to about his petty problems.

because when you love someone, you put their feelings before yours.

sadly, thats the way jimin thinks.