POLARIODS AND PILLOWS.

fifteen

that night was quite interesting, to say the least.

once they had gotten home, jimin ran into his room, a giggling mess. yoongi, who had only just gotten out of the car, couldnt even comprehend everything still.

"daddy! c'mon, wanna pway with you!" jimin slurred once yoongi got inside, causing yoongi to shake his head. "we need to get you to bed, little one." yoongi still had some trouble with comprehending everything, but he couldn't be happier to be in this house again.

a wave of memories flooded over him, some old and some new. even dating back to the time they first met, in detention. and now, as jimin tugs on his arm to go inside his room, he doesn't know how to feel.

"jim'nie missed daddy lots, you know? gotta show you my t-toys and jammies!" jimins eyes light up as he said the last word, remembering he was still in his uncomfortable club outfit. "can you help me change? i-, i cant get my legs through the holes n' stuff." jimin mumbled shyly. nobody had ever taken care of him besides jungkook, and he was quite nervous about being so vulnerable around yoongi.

yoongi on the other hand, was in complete shock. he didnt know what to say, or do. all he could do was stare, stare at jimin with wide eyes. how did everything change so fast?

yoongi had no idea what he was doing. how could he take care of jimin in little space, his best friend that he had a secret crush on, and help him change? it was a dangerous situation, only because yoongi didnt trust himself.

jimin pulled him into his room, littered with stuffies and sippy cups that need washed. his bed had fluffy white bed sheets, adorned with a few more stuffies there as well. jimin stumbled to his closet, pulling out a yellow onesie with bunny ears on the hood. he smiled softly as he looked at the outfit, excited to get into it.

yoongi walked closer, trying to keep a head on his shoulders as he sat down on jimins soft bed. hed never been inside before, jimin always telling him it was too messy. well, at least now he knows why. it's where he was hiding his dirty little secret.

"wanna wear this one, daddy. an' then, can we have playtime?" jimin whispers as he walks up to yoongi, standing between his legs as he smiles softly, holding the outfit in his tiny fists.

yoongi was almost blown away, seeing this side of jimin. not only did his feelings grow for the boy, but he also saw a new light about children. how could this be annoying? how could anyone hate this? sadly, yoongi was the one who had always hated kids. and now, he couldn't feel more guilty.

jimin hid this from him because he thought he wouldn't be accepted, he concluded. it left a stinging sensation in his chest, knowing how much shit hes put jimin through because of this. how was he gonna repay him?

yoongi looked up at jimins innocent expression, a small smile still on his face as he played with the ears of the onesie. "I'll help you, jimin. what do you need help with, exactly?" yoongi spoke with a soft voice, causing jimin's rosy cheeks to sink to a darker red. "mostly da zipper, an' da leg holes. but I cant get my shirt off, either."

yoongi sucked in a breath, deciding to just accept the fact that he was going to see jimin mostly naked. "its completely innocent." he muttered to himself, trying to convince himself that jimin didnt need him for other problems. "come closer then, if you need help."

jimin stepped closer to him, his tight crop top sticking to his body from the sweat. slowly, yoongi hooked his fingers under the bottom of the shirt, standing up before pulling the crop top over jimin's head.

yoongi couldnt help but blush at jimin's toned body, and jimin turned red too. not out of embarrassment— he was a stripper for fuck's sake, he had nothing to hide. but since it was yoongi, he felt, well, vulnerable.

yoongi continued to help jimin out of his clothes, staying relaxed but on the inside, in awe of how beautiful the boy truly was. such a masterpiece shouldnt be alowed to walk on earth— it almost wasn't fair. such a beautiful soul, who would ever push him away?

oh, right.

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// its been fucking six months lol sorry im kind of a shit writer if you couldn't tell.

but!!! if you read my other book, "my personal pornstar" im really sorry for deleting it. it had the most reads on my account but, i wasnt proud of the way i was writing it. like, the plot was good but i think a lot of people clicked into it thinking that it was straight smut or smth.

but all hope is not lost! i have something planned for that book, don't you worry. all story, dialogue, no more fake instagram bullshit. plenty of the nasty shit 🤧

okay back to this story!! i love this storyline as well, its one that im most proud of. so im sorry for taking so long to update, life was crazy for a few months and i just didn't feel motivated. hopefully i get back in my mojo!

ily losers. thanks for sticking with me through all my bullshit 🥺