Her Secret Smile

6.

"He is a good, bad boy!!"

  Varun parked his bike in front of a park. Nidhi came out of her thoughts when she was pushed so close to him due to the sudden break, she slowly got down and gazed him to guess his emotion behind that stern look but she failed, like every time. He removed his helmet and shoved his key into his pocket. 

He is an unpredictable person, for a minute he will be a lover boy and the next moment he will show the other side of him. The short-tempered, rude and possessive side that Nidhi can't take this as a small thing.

 Falling in love with a person like Varun maybe be exciting, his personality will lure you but it will turn into a nightmare that will take away your sleep. He is a guy who will never show what he is really having in his heart and he will do whatever he wants and wishes. If you question him then you have to face his wrath. 

 She never imagined him this way when they started their relationship, it was full of colors and love, then slowly it started. She learned how hard it was whenever they fight for silly reasons. But the last fight greatly questioned his love for her. Ten days before, Nidhi heard that Varun got arrested for protesting against something, still now she doesn't know the reason but got really worried. Her parents were thinking him as a brat and in the neighborhood, all are having mixed impressions of him. 

 She advised him not to involve in this kind of acts because it will ruin his already spoiled image and it will be difficult to convince her parents to accept their love. But Varun told was, "You don't have to tell what I have to do. This is what I am! I will do whatever I want. So shut up" Hearing those words, entirely collapsed her hopes for their future. This is not the first time she saw his anger, but the fight, it conveyed her respect that he has on her. Before marriage itself, he is acting so selfish what happens when it gets even worse after marriage? is the big question that Nidhi having on her mind. 

Now Nidhi doesn't know what he is up to and she herself confused about her state. Overall she made up her mind to face the impending things that are going to happen now. "Come with me," Varun held her hand in a possessive way. 

 "Do you want anything to eat," he asked looking at the shops before entering the park. "No!" Nidhi nodded in a disapproval. But Varun dragged her to an ice cream shop and bought a Neapolitan ice cream.

 "You must be hungry, right!" He said and unable to reject Nidhi bought that in her hands. They walked for some distance, and Nidhi was super busy in licking that. He was searching for a nice place to sit and he found one in the corner under a banyan tree. 

He walked and Nidhi followed him by tightly holding his band. She smiled and blushed to be in his ambiance. Perhaps this is one of the reasons she has fallen for him. 

She sat down on a bench and Varun still looking her in a same stubborn expression. He was silent, silence before a storm. 

"Do you think me as a fool? Or are you planning to end this relationship with me? If you have that idea, better erase that now itself!" 

"Why you are talking like this?" She asked in a pleading way.

 "Then how you want me to talk, I messaged 'I love you' but you not even replied for that, I apologized for what I said but you are still not compromising. You see this lawyer profession is not an easy thing. I am not going to work in a small cabin, before a monitor with an air-conditioned room. My profession is entirely different from yours. Try to understand that Nidhu!"

 Nidhi doesn't know what to speak, her words and her feelings jammed in her heart hearing his point of view. He is a good speaker, a good debater. No can talk back before his talented speech. Now Nidhi turned her thoughts into like whether I did a mistake? Cause he clearly knows how to affect her with his innocent words.