Her Secret Smile

50

"I Love You..."

Roshini's eyes flooded in tears to realize the answer, for her question she had for all these days.

She felt all her thoughts and emotions that were built in her were started falling out at that moment knowing the reply for the thing that bothered her whenever she thinks about Siddharth. Many times she told herself that she did a mistake by writing that stupid letter and now it happened..... Finally, she got her answer for the inconveniencing thing that turned her sleepless for many nights.

He indeed read her letter, if he didn't then there is no chance for him to ask a question like this to Roshini, cause in no place she confessed that she is in love with him.

Roshini couldn't breathe or stand at all, stumbling on the floor Roshini started to shed tears covering her face. She felt happy that Siddharth acquainted about her love but strangely she felt afraid of the impending things that were going to happen now. She is afraid of herself whether she will hate him after hearing his reasons for taking this decision.

Siddharth stared at her intently as his face was stern without any kind of emotion, he now clearly understood what he has done to her, seeing her crying hearing sobs he felt he done a big mistake in his life, he has terribly hurt her feelings by his stubborn attitude. He acted cruelly, selfishly considering only his life but not her heart or her love cause that time he couldn't do anything than going behind his dad's decision. And now he is regretting and hating himself for making this choice.

He kneeled down in front of Roshini, slowly he reached out his hand and hugged her securely in his arms. He didn't say anything for a few minutes and let her drain all her feelings that tortured her.

Finally, Siddharth opened up his heart where he stored some unspoken words that were now to be told for Roshini, only to her.

"I am sorry Roshini, it was my fault," he patted her and his voice broken while telling that.

Pulling out from the hug Roshini gazed his eyes that were little watery at the corner, it is something that she didn't expect.

"Falling in love was my mistake, not yours," she said and wiped off her tears.

"No I hurt your feelings for all these days even knowing that you were in love with me," he told looking down.

"When you read that...?" Roshini asked in a confusion.

"Before leaving to London, I read," he accepted, without hiding anymore.

Roshini sighed in an upset to hear that, she closed her eyes before starting to scold him. "Why you didn't... Don't you have any feelings for me that time?" she asked in a defeated tone. "I know I shouldn't expect you to love me, but I can't help than doing that anyway," she added in an undertone.

Telling this Roshini looked down his reply came only as silence, "Better forget everything I said," Roshini composed herself to stand up. She better wants to leave from here than being a victim of this unrequited love. When she was about to Siddharth again drawn her back, before she could get a grasp he roughly grabbed her face and slammed his lips on her lips.

Roshini was shocked since what he did is wrong, unacceptable in her perspective, she instantly pushed him. But Siddharth didn't leave her he again kissed, this time his grip was tighter and his hold was strong. She first wiggled her shoulders and pushed his hand that was holding her but before his strength, she is nothing and eventually gave up in this battle.

Siddharth loosed his grip when he found that she stopped opposing, but he didn't take his lips, he kissed her until she wanted it.

When Roshini felt she is losing herself in his trap she strapped him and turned away gasping for air.