why can't you be by my side?
like it used to be...
but now you're with her and i'm alone with my tentative thoughts
while i come up with more ways to pilfer your heart.
my delirious mind wanders
and i reach ecstasy most when your scent lingers
although
is it evident that i intend to make you mine?
how could i
someone like me
ever be engaged in your presence?
the circumstances to be appealed by you is often slim
and my chances of being yours truly decreases rapidly
for i would never compel you to fancy
or love me...
i guess i'll venture on to someone new.
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hi! this week i may or may not be as active as i normally am due to exams next week and projects and tests!
anyway after exams i'll have the entire summer to update and write :D
love to all
jessica! xx
